i'll keep fireflies in a jar.

I'm feeling all down right now..

Pushing on the IMY button with all my strength and crying my way just to find wats right..

Its raining out there and i wonder how u're doing..

I miss u so much but yet there's nothing i can do..

I hope and pray that the rain sends u my msg's that i miss u and u are all that i'm thinking bout right now..

I wonder if u feel the same way as me..

I wonder if u miss me..

I wonder if u still love me..

I wish there was someone or something that will tell u that i really miss u..

The past few days u were all over my busy mind..

I wonder why i wonder how and i wonder when..

I really wanna feel your warmth right now beside u..

The more i think of u the more i fear..

I've been trying to figure out if i can get back with u..

I really wanna send u a flying text but yet i fear u getting the wrong idea..

Maybe its not u who got the wrong idea..

Maybe its me..

Maybe i'm the foolish one..

I still wonder if u are waiting for me to come back to ur heart of warmth...

I wonder if u are out there trying to hook up some other girls while i still think dumbly that im the one u want..

I wonder if i am the girl that u really love and nvr wanna let go..

I wonder if u want me to be ur last..

I wonder if i would hurt u once more..

I'm afraid of coming back to reality cos there's so many things to think about and my brain can't contain anymore..

It feels so wrong and i am afraid of so many things..

I hope there's someone else who will come and occupy my empty heart so i can stop thinking bout u and let u go..

I can't do this to u..

There's this saying that my mum always say i resemble..

When i hold on to something too loose, i'm afraid it would fly away and nvr come back yet if i hold on to it too tightly, i'm afraid it might die..

I really don't understand myself..

I too need someone to pamper me..

I noe i'm childish but hey there's a kid in me so who care's if i don't..

I'm so tired to figure out what i want anymore..

I just wanna disappear!

P.S - I fear that im still not over u..

вяєη∂α σηg яι тzєє♥
lesson #1, dont ever judge a book by its cover.