And so it goes..

Woke up for church, saw sundae school mate, went for breakfast, attended service..
Went for lunch, bought bracelet, laughed at stefe and went home..
Boring right..
Well that's life..
Gosh the bracelet that i got and i liked the most, BROKE!
And i'm damn sad..
Watch incredible tales and scared the balls outta myself..
While watching i started pouring white powder into my mouth..
It was fun!
It was nice!
Yayness for tmr!
I hope my friend dont back out on me last minute..
We are so going out and i am so gonna spend money!!
Imtsm now!
Ok i'm really bored now!
So toodles and i'll be back soon..

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Supposed to be a nice day out with the Fatheha and all but ended up, everything was shattered..
For dyba couldn't go out and so was eerah..
Fatheha went over with mas and all..
And i held on the fone for the entire day!
I really hope things will get better for them both..
Its better to clear things up rather than losing a good fren!
Well i was also suppose to meet stefe at her place but i'm too lazy further more the red carebear came to look for me and my tummy is hurting like hell!
So i guess i shall just stay home till i get better!
To the FERDS, like i said, i know i am not in the group but P.S ILYGSM!
Ok i got nothing more to say as my stomach is like killing me and i'm damn pissed cos the loading seems to be so wrong!

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Its been so long since i made a change..
Its teacher's day!
HAhahhahas happy teacher's day to all teachers!
Niwaes i went to school,had a celebration, watched movie, went back to secondary school and then to primary school..
How's that..
Cool rite..
I did so many things in like a day..
I was happy when i went back to GVSS!
Mr nazir was so good..
Didnt hang out for long cos i headed back to where i first started learning my basics!
But he finally spoke to me like how he nvr did..
He said i was getting prettier!
hahhahas.. (big wide smiles!)
And then i saw my one and only sugary teacher Mrs tan bian!!
The last time i went back she was in tears and this time she was smiling like a kid just received a big hill of sweets!
She's always so cute..
She hugged me and we started talking and she even asked me to stay good!
Left and went to whitesands with susie..
And saw this super big group of mat's lepaking bawar blk..
And when i walked pass, they went like hello baby, bye baby.. eh baby where u going?
I didnt give much expression and just walked off...
Went back with my neighbour as i saw her..
Talked quite alot of personal stuff and bid farewell as we reached back..
Got home, i lye by the big comfy couch and fell asleep..
i slept till nearly 7..
Gosh sucha pig!
Oh and and and i am like having a outing with the FERDS tomorrow and i can't wait!!!
Excited ke pe!
Hahahhahs ok chaoz for now..
Goodbye and goodnite earthlings!!
Toodles..
XOXO brenda

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Todae although i woke up early cos mummy B gave me wake up call, i was still kinda late for school..
After school i went over to nadia's place!
Omg and many of us were there..
People like shasha, dyba, eerah, finaz, nana and i!
Made a new fren and her name is nina!
She's super cute and pretty..
At around 2+, nana, finaz and dyba went off..
And at 4+ shasha made a move too..
So leaving the 4 of us in the room, we did many hilarious things and we were like no life slackers..
At 7pm, we went off to meet nad's new date..
She was all tensed up and so was just so cute..
Met up with the 2 guys and sent eerah off to take bus..
EERAH SRY I DIDNT BALEK WITH U!
Anyways i chilled all the way till bout 9+ and went home..
I'm tired and so toodles for now!
Goodbye and goodnite all the lil children!

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[I'm feeling-Great!]
[Currently Blasting- Kenangan Terindah]

School was great but gotta admit i was late once again!
Gosh but other than that, everything was alrite..
She called me 6 times and sent me enless msges..
Pity her as she was alone but yet it pricked me for the things she said to hurt me..
Nico said to just let everything go and imagine the way she treated shaB and yet shaB said she was poor thing and asked me to talk to her..
During MDP todae, i todally loved my work and gosh when i said shut up, she actually said fuck u!..
Its like wadever..
And after class, there was class gathering!!
Omg and it was fun fun fun!
THERE ARE PICTURES BUT THEY WILL BE UP LATER AS I DONT HAVE ALL OF IT!
And after the gathering, went to the staffroom as there was some misunderstanding..
So they cleared what they needed to clear up and i cried like nobody's business when i wasn't even involved..
And i gotta be on time for school tmr..
No more late coming!!!
Omg gotta kick the habbit of being late all the time..
AND TO END THIS POST, I JUST WANNA SHOUT OUT LOUD THAT I LOVE THE FERDS ALTHOUGH I AM NOT IN..
tAHAHHAHAHS..
tOODLES..
xoxo BRENDA

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I can't imagine myself having to blog 3 times!
its like sick kids having to take their medicine..
3 times a day till its over and done with!
Okay anyway coming back , something happened and i really dont noe where to start from as its a long story and i know its better private..
But i'm gonna eleborate a little here and there..
There was this dae i forgot when but i recalled she asked if i was going to sch and i told her i was not sure as i dont wanna go ard giving ppl enpty promises..
After awhile we ended up quarreling..
And a day later she picked fight with me again..
This time she insulted me and all..
I cried but i brought it to the bottom and turned it around..
She said these so look!
AT LEAST BLACK NOT FAT!
So i changed it around and said to myself and all my love ones AT LEAST FAT NOT BLACK..
Bla bla bla and then that someone texted me..
I ignored the msg thinking that maybe she texted the wrong person..
And afew days later i received another text and so i replied but hey i've got better frens then her so who cares..
I know i am mean but lookie lookie..
She was the one who did this to me first!
And todae she texted me again and this time she said she was sorry and all..
She asked me who i was close to and all..
And even asked if we could be like the past..
The answer is NO!
I felt bad for a little while but there is nothing i did wrong so i'm sorry..

TOODLES to u ma black fren..

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Gambar-FRIDAE!
ENJOY!!
They are not in order but take some time and u will figure out how the story goes!



THEY ARE SIMPLY AWESOME!!
love THEM LOADS!!


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And so it goes..

Its bout the love and trust one gains..
Anyway i woke up pretty late but decided that school cannot be dead so i prepared and headed to school..
Had BEO test but i didnt even study for it and i just hate it when i gotta crack my brain and kill my braincells!
After school, headed over to expo after shaB's papaA came..
Had pure chocolate and had many many pictures but everything is with dyba!
Ok i have some though..
Chilled all the way till 5+ and by then it was raining cats and dogs..
So we sent donut baby to the busstop and pata balek..
Giggled here and there for a little while more and cabbed back..
Last min plan so i got the uncle to stop at central and went to buy food for my sister..
PICTURES WILL BE UP SOON!!
PLEASE BE PATIENT LIL KIDS!

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And so it goes..

I know its wrong but i skipped school again todae..
I feel that we gotta stop blaming others for the things that's happening around instead we should start from ourselve cos everything that happens has its reasons..
Well right now i don't know if i should go to bed or burn midnight oil and go straight to school tmr..
Its already 2 in the morning and if i go to bed now, i will definately be either late for school or not even be in school..
But if i dont go to bed and attend school, i will be all moody and sleepy..
I just talked to bazly online and i don't know what to say to him..
Cos he seems to be blaming others for the things he dont wanna do..
I miss Donut baby right now!
I tried calling her jus now and only then did i know her prepaid is all low!
OKAY I MISS EVERYONE AND I SHALL GO TO SCH..
TOODLES!
xoxo BRENDA

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I went to church todae and i got pissed off by the kids..
And i saw ayden and he's getting hotter although he's a small kid.
I spent 150 bucks on contact lens and bought a shades i regretted buying..
I went over to stefe's place and i felt sleepy so i took a nap for half an hour..
Stefe sent me down and we started cracking up with laughter..
She went up and i waited long enough for a cab..
The uncle was a bapok and i hated the way he had me speaking in chinese cos right and left seems so difficult to me in chinese!
Fuck the stupid uncle..
Exams are round the corner and i regretted skipping school like nobody's business.
Okay it really is nobody's business but fuck it!
I'm glad i'm always getting second chance cos i didn't get debared!
OMG OMG AND BRENDA NEEDS TO ATTEND CLASSES EVERYDAY AND NO MORE SKIPPING!
THAT"S FINAL!
AND DONUT BABY IS SO GONNA HELP ME WITH MY WEAK STUDIES!

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And so it goes..

Went to school on fridae..
Was late for school..
Attended an hour of lesson and went to slack with donut syg and nadia..
Ghafar came along and i screamed like mad..
Camwhored like nobody's business..
Pranked dyba and shasha
Played spirit of coin..
Last minute change and went over to donut's place..
Another last min dicision so crashed over at her place and had fun..
She had so many many siblings and they were all sugary including her ayah and ibu..
Went home around 11pm
Cabbed back.
Goodnite and toodles to all my loves!

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[i'm feeling!Shag/happy]
[i'm blasting!-usah lepaskan]

Well managed to get my butt kicking off for a new fresh start..
Its the back to school season again..
And when i got there, i got back with my loves and thats the best i could ever wish for!
Eventhough things are changing and i am no longer one of them, i'm just satisfied they all took me back..
And i had fun cos i had photo taking and all!
But imagine how sway i can be...
Its good enough i'm back but i saw pancack face!!
And there's this new classmate i have who looks todally fugly!
She was giving me the fucking retard face and i was like wadever!
Its like hello look who's the new one can!
Its u and not me..
All i did was went mia thats all..
I bet u were wondering who i was and how come i am so close to everyone in class.
And how come the guys knew me and talked to me and not u..
But oh well...
Anyways after sch i went over to expo with eerah syg to lepak with her bf and than after a few hrs, her fren came along and i made 2 new frens todae..
Hahahhas!
syg's bf and syg's fren named ghafar..
Hahahhahs he is so super cute but too bad..
Anways we left ard 6++ and waited for the bus..
Syg and syg's bf was super sugary!
syg's bf ask her to take the same bus as me cos he said it was better for a guy to be alone rather thn a girl alone..
Then syg was damn sweet cos when i asked her to go along with her bf she refused..
Anyays we waited and waited and 2 buses past but it was packed like mad..
so we ended up waiting till like 7++++
Then we thought of cabbing home.
But ghafar was damn funny and cute!
He was like wait wait wait how much u got..
Then when we wanna take cab he went like wait wait wait again..
so when we finally flag for the cab, he saw bus12.
And syg had to apologise to the cabbie..
And we laughed all the way!
Okay great big thanks to eerah and fatheha for helping me with MDP!
And to all this lovelies, ILYGSM!
TOODLES!

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And so it goes..

I shouldn't have cursed.
I shouldn't have sweared.
I shouldn't have quarrelled with u.
I shouldn't have been so close to u from the start.
I should have known i would end up like that.
I should have known better what kinda person my mum warned me about.
I should have listened.
I'm sry but i don't have the strength to fight back anymore.
I'm at my lowest point of time..
I just need someone there for me.
I just need so much care right now.
I feel like i'm falling apart again.
I always have this kinda shit.
I just need a listening ear right now.
I just need a shoulder to cry on.
I need no pity from no one.
I need no console from no one.
I just need someone by my side.
I feel like a bloated pregnant cloud about to give birth.
I don't know how long more i can hold in there..
I'm feeling all down and all wrong.
I'm sorry for the fact that i did not know.
And i'm sorry for the trouble i've caused.
And all of u can put the blame on me.
I'm badly hurt can't u see?
Are u a fool?
I'm angry, i'm pissed, i'm feeling all vexed but i'm feeling sad as well..
I really really hate this!
Nothing ever seems to be right.
Nothing ever seems to be going my way

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And so it goes..

I spent 10 bucks went 191 been to stefe's place and brought my few weeks old bangs out!
And todae i skipped school again..
She bothered so much if i went to sch and see who's not in school as well?
A I______ shall always remain as one!
Standard no change!
Dont flatter urself..
U hate me as much as u love me?
I have nvr loved u!
I said this once and i am saying it again!
FCK OFF AND DIE BETTER!
BLOODY MOFO!
A INSTIGATOR, A person who likes to watch people end up fighting and loves to fight with people!
Thanks to u i spoiled my mood for blogging!
BYE is all u can say and love to say!
So here goes ur fav word!
BYE!!

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I know i'm wrong to speak ill of people but now i finally realise that i fucking hate u and i think we shall just fcking disappear from each other's life!
Stop being unreasonable and think about how much i have done for u!
And fancy taking my things and picking a god damn fight with me?
C'mon i'm not that girl i once used to be anymore i shall stand up for myself and not let this kinda YOU(typical idiots) bully me anymore!
C'mon and u only know me for a few months don't step like u have known me for ages!
Like hello!
Do u fcking know the reasons why i dun go to sch?
It's not cos i am lazy or wad its that i dun like this goddamn course~!
SCREW THAT INTO UR FCKING BRAIN!
Treat u good?
I've been treating everyone good but what do i get in return?
I get nothing but some fcking nonsense here and there and full of shit!
Stop tryna act like u are concern bout me and like u care!
Cos u know better then i do that all u care about is urself!
U can just fucking fck off and die!

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And so it goes..

When i heard bout your story behind all these i hated u..
But yet i know i was wrong cos u treat me good..
And when u said u were gonna stop treating me good i was lost..
I was hurt too..
Does anyone know how i felt?
Why doesn't anyone wanna ask?
Why have i gotta be treated in this manner?
What have i done wrong?

Went over to plaza sing with winnie the pooh and went to diso!
It used to be so fun but its fun no more..
So much changed and it was stupid!
After that walked to orchard and went to fareast and all..
Walk walk then i saw hair extentions again and i really felt like doing again but its crazy cos mummy if sure gonna kill me..
So i killed the idea and walked off feeling all down..
These is the first time we returned so early..
Normally we would only be back home the next morning..
To: winnie the pooh nanny
I gotta say i spent the best times with u..
I'd like to thank u for all the good times u brought into my life..
They were the best i swear..
But well i really hope u wont bear grudges cos i know i done u wrong but i wasn't tryna get back at u..
I know trying to get back at people is wrong..
Sry is all i can say..

Niwaes i was suppose to be in church todae but stefe didnt call..
I thought something was wrong but she actually went over to her granny's for the weekend..
So went over to my granny's too..
Went over to whitesand's to get somethings and then took bus back home..
Thanks shermaine..
I simply love u!
U are the best!

Sch's tmr and i swear its gonna be oh so boring!
But toodles and best of luck for tmr's sch cos i havent been in sch for about a week!
Big loves to all my sweethearts!
Specially stefe i havent seen u in ages

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And so it goes..

Haven't been blogging for aliens know how long!
Haven't been stepping to sch for as long as four days...
Its really boring and i dont like it in sch..
I dont like the course i'm taking..
So much happened in just four days..
I even have a new classmate but so what~!
I WANNA GO TO SHATEC!!!
And something super scary just happened to me..
Someone pressed the doorbell and i actually opened the door..
I dont know why i did that for but i just did..
Well may christ jesus the father bless me!

Toodles all sunflowers!

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And so it goes..

Oh yea!
I went to Johor on friday morning and i got the chop 08/08/08 damn cool la!
Tahahhahahhas..
Anyways yesterday i went over to stephanie's and we chilled all the way till around 10pm before i left for home..
We went over to loyang point and she was damn happy to be out of the house..
So cute balls..
These few days i'm feeling all tired and messed up..
Dah i'm done i've got nothing to say and anyways happy Birthday to all the AUGUST babies!
And HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO ALL!!! 

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And so it goes..

I'm feeling all down right now..
Pushing on the IMY button with all my strength and crying my way just to find wats right..
Its raining out there and i wonder how u're doing..
I miss u so much but yet there's nothing i can do..
I hope and pray that the rain sends u my msg's that i miss u and u are all that i'm thinking bout right now..
I wonder if u feel the same way as me..
I wonder if u miss me..
I wonder if u still love me..
I wish there was someone or something that will tell u that i really miss u..
The past few days u were all over my busy mind..
I wonder why i wonder how and i wonder when..
I really wanna feel your warmth right now beside u..
The more i think of u the more i fear..
I've been trying to figure out if i can get back with u..
I really wanna send u a flying text but yet i fear u getting the wrong idea..
Maybe its not u who got the wrong idea..
Maybe its me..
Maybe i'm the foolish one..
I still wonder if u are waiting for me to come back to ur heart of warmth...
I wonder if u are out there trying to hook up some other girls while i still think dumbly that im the one u want..
I wonder if i am the girl that u really love and nvr wanna let go..
I wonder if u want me to be ur last..
I wonder if i would hurt u once more..
I'm afraid of coming  back to reality cos there's so many things to think about and my brain can't contain anymore..
It feels so wrong and i am afraid of so many things..
I hope there's someone else who will come and occupy my empty heart so i can stop thinking bout u and let u go..
I can't do this to u.. 
There's this saying that my mum always say i resemble..
When i hold on to something too loose, i'm afraid it would fly away and nvr come back yet if i hold on to it too tightly, i'm afraid it might die..
I really don't understand myself..
I too need someone to pamper me..
I noe i'm childish but hey there's a kid in me so who care's if i don't..
I'm so tired to figure out what i want anymore..
I just wanna disappear!

P.S - I fear that im still not over u..

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Today i woke up like super early..
And i feel so disciplined!
Gosh and i slept for so many many billion hours..
I feel like a lazy pig!
I slept from 6.30 in the evening yesterday and got up at 8+ to shower and then zonk back to bed again and woke up at 6.40 this morning!
Sayang overslept so we skipped school in the end..
Anyways baby went for fur cut todae and she looks cute!

And Hi i hit the IMY button!
I swear when i make it to where i wanna be i'll be chasing after u..
Its all on you now.
It depends if u will wait for me..
It depends if u can wait for me..
Idk how long it will take too..
By that time maybe u wont be waiting anymore..
But till that day i wont blame u cos after all i was the one who hurt u..
Idk if i should give up or just keep chasing pavements even if it leads no way..

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Gosh i felt like a fool today!
I thought there was a sale so huney and i skipped class and went to expo..
In the end the sale ended alr..
So sourly we walked back to school.
Sayang didnt wanna attend class so we went to the carpark to lepak..
I know it sounds lame..
But well we were too tired and ended up sleeping..
She could slp..
It was so hot and i almost died in there..
Woke up and inhaled some carbon dioxide before leaving the carpark for nxt class..
It felt so much better after leaving the goddamit humit carpark..
I totally love my MDP teacher he's so good and patient..
And can u imagine how suay i can be!!!!
Goddammit!
I saw u so many times in just a day and it was the first day of the week..
Fcking suay bodoh!

P.S - I HATE U BITCH COS I THINK U ARE SUCHA BITCH/SLUT!
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And so it goes..

Havent been blogging for like ages!
Gosh what went wrong..
I lost so many frenships in just a short while.
But i found my true playmate who stood by me..
We went to sch together..
And if one of us were not going we will skip together..
We love each other a billion lot..
Gosh i love StefeWongKoKo too!
She the best thing balls!
She makes me smile just like that..
I miss her alot!
Gosh there's so many things i wanna blog but then i lost all the words just like that..
Another thing!!
I think You look like Akon and thats why i think The both of u are HOT to the max!
Well..
He said i changed alot in a long run..
It made me smile..
Teehees i think i fell back in love with him again!
GOsh HOW HOW HOW!!
Oh ok last thing before im really lost for words..
I got my smiley piercing!!!
HAHAAHAHHAHS So now im a happy person..


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