so many things happened and this time i called it off.

Alot of things went on.

Family shit..

to u, in my whole 19years of living u have nvr liked me so no point fighting back with ppl like u.

Niways to the other u, im just sry things happened and as far as i know in this 5 years i have nvr been this rude to u before.

Az and i are staying as super awesome friends.

i dont know where to begin but my heart aches as im saying this.

we were talking when he told me that he came across my blog and read my post.

only till today did he read those things i wrote for him.

im just sry all this is happening i know its a sudden shock and its too much for u to handle but i hope u understand that the scar u left on me, for some reason it will nvr fade.

im sry i have to put u through all these.

i promise i am not making u taste ur own medicine.

but i just need this time to think bout what i really want and need.

i read my post earlier on and i cried.

i really need to move on now.

we're just not for each other.

there's this saying.

if u really love that someone, let it go.

if it comes back its ur's to hold.

i finally understood this but its not true.

its not mine to hold.

im letting go only becos i no longer wanna get back at u.

some other stuff that i would tell u face to face.