I shut my mouth but still wanna insist then so be it.

Dont wanna go into details.

Went down, called him but yeah he didnt answer.

Called my babygirl, talked on the phone and suddenly she thought of fayyadh.

Lucky he stay near me.

We stay one basketball court away from each other but that idiot ride motor.

I waited for a very long period of time thinking he might not show up till i heard engine coming from the back and when i turned, it was him.

Baby girl asked him to treat me like a princess and he did.

He even said baby asked him to hug me.

He brought his books along to study.

So sweet man.

Anyways, we played 2 rounds of tai ti and let him study after that.

After awhile, he said he was gonna meet his friends to study and baby was still insisting i go over.

So anyways there's a first time to everything and so i finally ride on a motor.

It wasn't all that bad after all.

I did it cos i didnt wanna disappoint baby.

Anyways at baby's place, i did my hannah, tasted it, cooked noodles.

Came home this morning even when i didnt want to cos she's going sentosa.

Baby have lotsa fun k!

I couldn't sleep but i tried to put myself to bed.

I was thinking of the days i worked with wildrice.

I miss the actors and actresses.

I miss the time i help them do things.

I miss their smiles.

I miss their laughter.

I miss the wardrobe people.

I miss the kids.

I miss the hair stylist.

I miss the busy and super airy moments at work.

I just miss it all.

Its all still too raw to accept.

Seriously FML