i'll keep fireflies in a jar.

-Went granny's place

-Went to meet alex

-Went BBQ

-He called me after ages.

- Went to malacca!!!

-Had fun, went shopping came back, broke a bottle of nail polish

I missed you EERAH!

I TEXTED YOU but u nvr got back to me.

Guess u're busy.

Anyways i missed you too sexy!

The other night when u called me, i was damn shocked.

Ok gotta go now.

Toodles

I miss her!!

Okay due to my cranky Pms, i gave a load of shit to everyone and anyone.

Those who tried to step on my tail had it worse.

I threw my temper like free flow.

Well Idk why im all cranked up but i sure know i'm bleeding like i just got a miscarriage.

My baby had it worst.

She was trying to be concern but i just threw a freaking bomb at her.

Well anyways i slept early last night.

Woke up at bout 12 in the afternoon.

Got up showered and cos she washed the clothes, i had to hang them.

So i hung the clothes and now im sitting down doing nothing.

toodles

Labels: bubble pops

Come up to meet u, tell u i'm sry.

Dont know how lovely u are.

Tell me ur secrets.

Let's move it.

Nobody said it was easy and no one said it would be this hard.

I did it once again.

I managed to hurt another soul.

But this time its bad..

Its bad cos this soul i hurt is a very very nice person.

I'm really sry.

I nvr meant for it to be this way.

Or turn out this way.

I've had the best time of ma life spending with u.

We spent a total of 100hours on the phone.

I'm starting to think i either have no heart or i have no more feelings.

Thanks to those jerks now i feel this way and hurt other people.

Baby where are u now?

I really need u.

I needa tell u what i did.

I needa tell u so much!

I really miss u alot!

Labels: and no one said it was easy

Hey humans balls and strings!

I've been at granny's place for the past 3 days.

I've been on the phone with this sexy boy i got to know.

My babygirl's gonna be the first to know.

BABY where have u been?

If u had any idea how much i miss u!!

I sexily lost my wallet when i was out with my aunty.

Freak balls!

So many things happened in a short time.

I'm changing too.

I'm starting somethings afresh.

I'm starting to feel in love.

I'm letting go of every other past i had.

I'm letting go of all those donkeys i once came across.

My eyebags are getting bigger..

My dark eye rings are getting darker too.

I've been on the phone everynight with a sexy ass! *cheeky face*

I'm on the phone right now so toodles!

Love the world and learn rock and roll

Labels: falling in love

Hey there people!

I just realized not too long ago that im very lazy to do many stuffs right now.

I'm lazy to make new frens, lazy to quarrel with ppl, lazy to pick fight, lazy to go into a relationship, lazy to complain bout wanting a boyfriend.

COOL huh.

Anyways i went over to aunty karen's place on monday and just got back home just awhile ago.

I went to catch kumar at 3monkeys last night,

Freaking cool.

I LIKE!

Took pictures with vic and i like!

Baby disturbed me.

ANNOYING but again i like!

Might be going back to aunty karen's but that's if im not too lazy.

Its raining!

Boring but I LIKE!

Labels: ps im too lazy for anything

Went out for dinner with stefe and her family..

The talk was great.

Anyways i bumbped into aunty amy and aunty judy there.

So yupps anyways i cabbed over to stefe's, painted my nails, waited for cab, laughed like mad with stefe, and home!

Well i saw something i was not supposed to see.

I shall not mention bout it.

Now i'm thinking if i should get a job or return to school.

Twinkle's currently siting on my back.

Baby imy much.

So right now imma free person.

After listening to the talk, i wanna look for a god fearing man!

Alright thats all..

TOODLES!

Labels: i wanna get someone good too

Okay i shall start off by saying ppl these days are really getting WEIRD!.

Anyways i went with baby and 2 of her other frens to orchard to get their pay.

I went over to baby's place then went from there.

After which, her frens left and she teman-ed me for my interview at far east.

I saw him.

I was like omg small world.

Anyways the fact that i was avoiding u much and least expected to see u there.

Anyways everything went well but idk if their gonna call me back so yea.

And so after that we made our way back and i stayed over at baby's place.

We slept at like 5 in the morning and i woke up at 3.

It was a blast i gotta say.

We got bored, played with make up, took pictures, laughed at it and all.

And last night i stayed over again.

We went out for smoke break with her uncle joe.

We all went out for a late night snack then baby's sister sent uncle joe back then we were on ours.

Got back to baby's place, thought of sleeping but then played taiti till 6 and went home instead.

Here i am back at home blogging.

I'm too lazy to upload pics so yea.

Thinking of getting iphone again.

Fickle minded-ness.

itouch or iphone?

IDK!

Labels: idk what i want

Alright let me get into the story of the ham hams i had.

Stefe gave em to me.

She gave me two.

Till now i dont know their sex.

How sexy.

Anyways the black and white always fought.

The black one would always attack the white one and whenever im around i would protect it.

I would separate them so the white one doesnt get hurt.

Just about jus now when i went to clean up the cage, i found the white one dead.

I was like OMFG!

Then again i got goosebumps but i had to clear it.

I had no choice but to carry the little baby and throw it away.

How my heart aches when i saw it lying there.

To you eggwhite, im sry i didnt save u from the sorrow.

I hope u can rest in peace now.

U're the most beautiful to me.

The last time i had u sitting my on palm was on sunday.

Where u got bitten and i took you out and comforted you.

I hope everything's fine now.

At least now that u're gone, u wont feel anymore pain.

Lord pls pls pls watch after egg white on my behalf

Now, anyone wants the black one?

I've had enough.

When i look at it i miss egg white.

I feel like throwing it away.

I hope blackjack is happy now.

At least he got what he wanted.

Bite egg white summore la.

But again blackjack looks traumatized.

Labels: im sry baby i wasnt there for u

Alright lets see.

Last night i got pissed and i went out at 3am in the morning jus cos i didnt wanna stay home.

Went to meet my babygirl.

Then went back to her place and she freaking fell asleep.

So the helpless brenda went to grab a pillow and hit the sack too.

Woke up and irritated her to the max.

I think she wanted to kill me much.

Anyways when i woke up, i received 2 msges from that sexy ass!

Anyways i had to leave cos i had to go somewhere only we know.

LOLX

Anyways i cabbed home, showered, got ready, cabbed to SA's place, left his place, went to that place, quarreled with him like mad, bus-ed back to his place.

Omg i ate like a little piggy at his place.

I left at 10 and cabbed home.

Currenty tagging and talking to babygirl on msn.

We're the worst manz.

Super duper cool hilarious shit!

We crap bout almost everything.

[00:52:15] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

f u to the maximum

[00:52:21] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

humph dun fren u

[00:52:25] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

i wanna give birth alr

[00:52:38] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

hahahahha.

[00:52:46] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

see, so indenial.

[00:54:37] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

... hahhahahs

[00:54:41] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

yelah yelah

[00:54:53] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

u kan the oni one nt in denial

[00:54:59] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

darh la

[00:55:06] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

i wanna go drown myself alr

[00:56:11] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

hahaha. fucker.

[00:56:14] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

so emo siak.

[00:56:27] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

hahahaha!

[00:56:32] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

... lol

[00:56:37] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

okok dun drown

[00:56:40] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

let me think

[00:56:46] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

go drink bleach

[00:56:51] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

ok darh la dun disturb

[00:56:56] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

haha! fucker.

[00:56:56] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

i wanna drink bleach alr

[00:58:26] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

... lol okok

[00:58:36] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

i go chew my fingernails

[00:58:39] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

very nervous

[00:58:47] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

for what? idiot.

[00:58:53] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

go hide in the storeroom. eh idea right,

[00:59:04] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

no one ever thought of it siow

[00:59:22] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

hahaha. i did that when i was a little girl.

[00:59:24] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

ask ibu.

[00:59:25] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

hahaha.

[01:00:34] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

...

[01:00:36] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

walao

[01:00:40] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

steal my idea

[01:00:42] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

[01:00:46] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

jus go ahead

[01:00:50] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

and steal it

[01:00:53] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

STEAL!

[01:00:57] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

STEALER!

[01:00:58] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

hahahhaa! what the hell? i did that first.

[01:01:01] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

BODOH!

[01:01:04] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

fine ar fine ar

[01:01:14] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

ahahahaha!

[01:01:25] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

u go hide in the garbage

[01:01:34] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

you laa. not me.

[01:01:51] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

... YOU

[01:02:04] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

to bad laa, i cant fit in it.

[01:02:09] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

hahahhaha !

[01:03:20] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

...

[01:03:26] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

if u cant u think i can?

[01:03:27] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

lol

[01:03:33] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

i can if u remove my skin

[01:03:34] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

hahahahaha. can what.

[01:03:38] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

skin me alive baby

[01:03:38] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

[01:03:39] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

lol

[01:03:41] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

AAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHHA !

[01:03:42] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

sick siow

[01:03:53] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

anywyas i know of a place to hide

[01:03:59] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

new hide ot

[01:04:04] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

humph u dunnoe

[01:04:05] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

lol

[01:04:37] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

back to where we lived in for 9 months. hows that. eat shit slp in a pool of water bag

[01:06:32] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

AAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHA ! if you can fit back inside. koyak siak nanti.

[01:06:41] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

i dont think i can fit inside my mom's.

[01:06:49] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

so, i'll back out.

[01:07:05] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

i think we have to be super tiny to fit back in.

[01:07:07] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

hahahhaa.

[01:07:24] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

...

[01:07:26] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

omg

[01:07:33] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

u making me laugh so hard siow

[01:07:39] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !

[01:08:06] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

i think my mum would slam me on the floor and scream at me and say wad the heck do u think u're doing

[01:08:14] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

dont even think bout going back there.

[01:08:17] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHA !

[01:08:22] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

u noe how heavy u are now

[01:08:27] BRENDA!(: its all a child's play says:

bodoh pe

[01:09:05] ѕуαιяαн αzмαηツ says:

AHAHAHAHAHAHA ! cb lanchooow !

Look! i know right!!! we're the coolest man.

Gosh that sexy ass just texted me.

He just freaking woke up.

Coolness.

Labels: we cant help but be random

I'm really super pissed right now.

She just asked me if im alright.

She knows im mad.

Well..

The kinda pain and anger...

He's the worst and idk why im still lingering around that big fat jerk.

I feel like cursing him but thats not nice.

I feel like its the end for us both.

Anyways earlier on i was reading the past post i had.

Gosh i had goosebumps while reading them.

Their so childish to the greatest extend.

And i can barely believe they were written by me.

GOSH BRENDA USED TO BE SO DISGUSTING.

I mean how can a nerd write all those.

I FEEL LIKE WHACKING MYSELF ALIVE MAN!

Lolx.

They are so hilarious!!!

Labels: everyone has a past

How on this freaking earth can i be sucha dumbfuck.

Telling baby not to go head over heels for guys and yet im doing so here.

An idiot asked to meet.

And when im all dolled up and ready to leave, that idiot happened to be dead.

Not picking up calls and not replying my text msges.

How i feel like crying now.

I feel like walking out and leave right now.

Somewhere.

Anywhere.

I feel like screaming my lungs out till it burst if possible.

How can people be so annoying.

How can they be so irresponsible to this extend.

I feel like the dumbest a dumb can get.

I feel like crying cos im pissed..

And again i feel like chopping him.

Feel like hunting him down.

If oni i got more details.

If only i didnt have his number and only his number to rely on.

I was only 2 mins late.

How was i to know.

BABYGIRL!!!!!

I wanna call u now.

I need u so bad.

Labels: if oni he knew how i felt right now

So i was at babygirls place.
We got locked out.
HILARIOUS.
I was late cos B2 sat there fixing her hair for 7 hours.
The ugly guy fucked up her hair.
How sexy.
Anyways baby left me at her place alone cos she had to go out with mama yah.
When she finally got back, we chilled till 6+ cos they all had to go over to hougang.
So as usual i cabbed back.
Showered, got ready and met up with stefe.
Went to 443 to wait for B2 then went for dinner.
Got back home, chilled till 11+, stefe left for home, i went to shower and went to bed.

SCV's down and im really bored.
I'm secretly using the com in their room.
Talking to a sicko on msn.
Hoping someone rings me up so i wont have to stay home the entire day.
Just the other day i was thinking bout u.
And u texted me last night.
Mixed feelings of cos.
I wish we were more than a monthly thing.
To the other you, we quarreled again.
This time i really want it to be over.

Another thing.
I'm over attentions and all.
I dont need a guy to make me feel happy.
I'm just as happy and satisfied with life right now.
I have people who cares for me.

Anyways BABY sry i went to sleep first.
Thanks for helping me finish up the entire blog.
I love it so much.
We talked that night.
And i loved it.
We shared bout everything.
And im happy we have each other to pour out everything we tried so hard to hide from others.
You know u can count on me.
I'll be there for u and with u.

To WTPN, thanks for helping me out.
U know u're the best!
I LOVE U!

Labels: When everything starts to fade away

ay bay bayy! eerah here. look at my babygirl's blog. aint it adorable? thanks to who? hahahaha. brenda is currently sleeping. leaving me here alone and bursting my brains on the codes and quotes. thanks ayy babygirl. alright, i need my sleep. hope you love it baby! :D

Label : i know you love me, you know i love you.

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