i'll keep fireflies in a jar.

Good noon to everyone..
Yesterday i went out with nina.
That babe was late for 30mins.
But anyways she was thinking of going over to vivo but it was kinda far so we ended up at plaza sing.
We went for dinner, caught a movie(GAMER).
After the show, we went to cotton on cos she wanted to shop.
After that we train-ed back.
She alighted at tampines and i continued the ride home.
Walked back, went out for awhile then went back again.
Showered, watched tv, got pissed, drew on my mirror and went to slp.
Guess i'll be staying home today.
Toodles!

Labels: read between the lines

I realised what happened, happened for a reason.
I dont know why but i just keep going back to the one that doesnt love me.
I was tryna find back that kinda feeling but i can't find it anywhere.
I searched like mad but yea its no where to be found.
I miss him so much now.
I cant find a T like yours.
Its a different feeling in all.
Now i wish you were here for me to hold on to.
Now i pray u know how i feel.
I hope you understand my heart.
I hope u'd be the one.
Where'd u go?
I really miss u so now!

Anyways i'll be heading out to vivo with nina later this afternoon.
She's bored and doesnt wanna stay home so i'll be doing her a favour and have fun out there with her.
Mostly chilling.
Wished babygirl was there but her mama is returning to texas soon.
We will get our long awaited wish soon
SHISHA!
Ok gotta catch up with other stuff.
Shall update when i get back.

Labels: i miss u now. i hate this feeling

To ten thousand fireflies i may be weird cos i hate farewell.

Hey People!

I was at stefe's on sunday.

Stayed over and had to suffer cos there was no AC.

But anyways we laughted like some retarded kid as usual.

Woke up early the next day cos her daddy had to go for his check up at CGH.

As usual, we would bitch bout anyone when we felt like it.

After everything, took cab, dropped off, and stayed home.

Had dinner, watched tv, and offf we went.

I went back and she went to meet her Z.

Stayed home and at 12+, felt like munching but that bitch didnt wanna go with me..

BUT just nice WTPN texted me to open the door and i got a hold on her and asked her to go with me instead.

She was alr shagged but she didnt turn me down.

TELL ME HOW SWEET!

Anyways as usual we would walk, smoke and talk bout random stuff that came to our mind.

Anyways got back, pigged out on the sofa and just kept watching tv now.

SCV!

Random-FRUITTELLA IS HOT STUFF!

Labels: my dreams get real bizzare

I was actually home the entire day on friday till stefe called.
She was weeping over the fone so i asked her out.
Met around my area and chilled all the way till 11.15.
Got screened by police.
COOL SHIT.
The both of us havent got into that kinda nonsense in a long while.
Anyways i left to meet missy J.
Chilled with her till bout 1+ then i made my way back home.
Got home, couch potato-ed for awhile before washing up and back on the couch again.
I'm still up and abit awke.
Gonna hit the sack soon.
I know i know.

U wont believe how everyone can just come back to u at a goal when u least expect it too..
Sometimes it just happens.
So surprising.

Labels: disco ball hanging by a thread

I slept i woke up.
I went back to slp again but got woken up by mummy.
Asked me to go down and pay for B2's taxi fare.
Came up, got screamo-ed by mummy.
Turned up the music and ignored.
Went out to meet him only to sit in the car the entire time due to the rain.
Got home, called missy J and met her at the platform.
Trained to simei, collected her stuff then to Jean to get studs.
Headed back to whitesand for brunch and bubble tea-ed.
Chilled and went back.

I seriously feel fcked up.
No one to turn too so i told missy J bout it all.
I feel so ashamed of myself.
But im growing up from it all.
I chose not to be in contact with u the moment i left.
Now take good care and F off.

I miss K!

There's no turning back now.
I really miss u alot.
When will fate bring us together?
Or have i gotta work for it?
I really want u bad.
I wanna get to know u better.
I wanna be with u.
2 against the world.
I'm willing to give it all up and be with u.
Will u feel the same way bout me?

Labels: who am i to want u so bad

The other day i went out with missy J.

Went for a funeral wake then went to walk around geylang serai.

We were near there.

Walked, Shopped a little and trained back to pasir ris.

I wanted bubble tea but the shop closed for the day alr.

So had my lemon1000 instead and Missy J got her mashed potato.

We havent eaten so decided on buying a burger from macs.

After which we walked to our usual hot spot to chill out.

Sat there all the way till bout 12+ then headed for home cos i had church the next morning.

He teman-ed me on the phone all the way till i got home then went to slp.

Got up for church, after church went back straight to pasir ris.

Paul drived us home and i went to jessy's house for awhile.

Headed to central for lunch, bought some stuff then went seperate ways.

Got back, changed out, pig-ed out, got ready and went out with him.

Supposed to go over to his granny's place but due to our laziness we just stayed back.

Went home at 12.

Chilled at home till 4am then went out.

Went over to tampines, watched dvd, chilled and fell asleep.

Woke up at 12 in the after noon and headed back.

Went to central to buy food for that lazy ass at home then walked back under the hot sun.

HOME ALONE NOW!

Mummy's been complaining that these days i'm hardly even at home.

She says i go out all the time.

I'm out almost everyday.

Its kinda scary and i should stop all these soon (:

Anyways that was my worst nightmare.
I should have known better then to do such a stupid move.
I'm no longer that special girl with that special significant.
Imma nobody now.
And im feeling so fucked up.
Fast game and in the end i knew i was just a toy..

Labels: fcked up is all i have left.

So lets see.
I woke up at bout 12 plus and i have 20 over missed calls.
Quarreled with someone over the phone.
And now im sitting up, playing pet society.
LOL.
Its raining out there and i alr am feeling down so yea.
BABYGIRL where on this thunder earth are u.
Baby baby i wanna talk to u!
When u see this call me kays.
love the lightning earth

Labels: wormy

Went through much!
- Spent many nights out
- Gotta have to look for a job..
- Quarreled with the most annoying ppl alive
- Hate that bitch all over again
- That jerk managed to make me cry.
- Walked out of the house just like that last night.
- Stayed over at stefe's
- Stayed over at babygirls.

What's gonna happen..
- No more playing.
- Gotta be serious and settle down with a job.
- Celebrating babygirls birthdae.
- Gonna stay over at A.K's.

Loads more.
Well last night i saw the entire act being put up.
Yea go ahead be bias.
This house is shit balls scary.
DRAMA MUCH!

Todae i felt like a beggar.
I had no cash and i felt retarded for the first time.
WTPN is always still the best.
Dont wanna talk bout last night.
Babygirl thanks for everything.
Thanks for being there for me and with me.
I know i have u to fall back on.

Labels: super empty

Just got to know nenek's sick.
Hospitalized.
I hope u get well soon.
Love u much.
anyways the other day i went out with wtpn..
Went to fareast then to ion then to somerset then walked to plaza sing and trained back.
We went to heeren cos E wanted to buy slippers.
Couldnt resist any longer so bout my new urbans male!
Gosh i was so happy i could almost fly like a balloon in the air.
Anyways went for dinner with B1,wtpn and E.

Anyways i really dont know why and how.
Why are u being so nice?
I can barely take it anymore.
I dont want to.
U texted me in a fcked up manner but insisted i pick up the call.
Afterwhich u were so nice.

Labels: still dun like u

Im frustrated.
Just quarreled with someone idiotic.
I've had enough.
I dont wanna be tied down.
Obviously not by u.
Anyways i pray hard i'll be alright soon.
I dont like this.
Stupid Bitch!!
Its OVER!
Everythings over now.
I'm done with all this.
BABY EERAH u PATNE?
I RINDU U KAN!
I NEED U.
U kan tangkis i.
I tak tau nak buat ape lagi.
I wish u were here.
LOVES BRENDA

Labels: i hate u

hello earthlings!
BRenda is a happy kid!
she loves life bout close to a 100%.
She's looking for a job!
Anyways have been going out almost everyday.
Stayed over at baby's house then went out to the doctor with __
Oh ya and baby's mum thought we were together.
K only babyE knows whats going on.
LOVE BABYE!!!

I'm going out to meet Missy J now so
TOODLES!

Labels: freak balls