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And so it goes..
Hello earthlings, i went for my interview at bout 4. Had hands on. the guy suck! i was supposed to work full time but ya he kinda didnt want me there so ya he wanted me to start off part time and only 2 days a week. But ya gotta ring my boss and tell him bout it again. My bloody boss to be was not there and so this other guy entertained me. He really suck but ya. Anyways jason was kinda nice cos he tagged along and waited for quite sometime. After which we walked out, bused back, took cash, cab to loyang point, fixed contact lense, back to my place, went to meet stefe and her bf. Slacked, talked, played tai ti, laughted at each other and home. Someone was super annoying but ya. Ok done. I left another week to go. Heart beating faster then ever. Counting down from tmr. Anyways to u, i guess this time it took me no time to get over u. I'm so over and pls for heaven sake dun ever come back. Pls pls pls. I would appreciate it alot. I thought i loved u but ya i realised i only did that just so i could feel love. I dont blame u and so ya. All the best in live. Toodles! Labels: fall for u And so it goes.. Happy cows! I'm left feeling alone again. Stefe is attached and so is babygirl. Well ya. Mine is really complicated. I went through quite abit leaving myself traumatized. But well i have no one to blame but myself. I felt really dumb till now. I didnt know what to do but thank god i had aunty karen around., Lucky i have my ladies too! Although those 2 sexy heads of mine don't know a thing. I wanna be loved so bad but as much as i wanna be loved, there must be someone who will love me. Guess i havent met that someone. But patience is what im trying to learn. I have been telling myself things aunty karen tell me everyday. 'Hurt people hurt' 'God loved me without judging me so i have to learn to love and accept myself before others can love me.' I'm waiting for u. I want u so bad but yet i don't know how to approach u. The other u, i guess its time to let go. It seems so hard to love u. Maybe it isnt that hard after all but yea since u dont feel the same way bout me, and things wont happen, then i guess i can only move on. I wanna call u but yet i dont have the courage. I wanna text u but waiting for ur reply is like waiting for exams result. Labels: i want u so bad. pls come back And so it goes.. Morning Boobies! Well i woke up at 7.13.. Feel kinda dumb but ya. Went to meet stefe and her new thing. Well anyways seeing them like that really makes me wonder again. Life's full of ups and downs. Why cant i be loved just like what so many people is going through? I so wanna be in love with someone i love But the matter of fact is i still cant let go of what i love. And thats u. I really wanna have u in my life. When will u ever feel the same way bout me? Well only he knows whats best for me. Anyways i gave it much thought the other night when i was sitting out there in the cold alone. I really miss those times we shared together. Those times u cooked for me. Those times we tried mixing food colouring into our pancake and how it tasted weird and all. I recalled times when we dont go to bed just sitting up and talking the entire night away. I'm sry for disrespecting. I'm sry for letting everything get outta hand and land us in this state. Well here we are. This is it. Sry cant seem to bring our friendship back together again. Jelly once said i should perhaps let u cool down alr then talk to u but guess i didnt try hard enough. Everytime i finish typing, i just dare not press the send buttom in fear u might get pissed just by seeing my name on ur phone.. I really wish for a brother like u. I'm sry i really am. Labels: i feel like the dumbest kid And so it goes.. Oh and ya i have tons to say. Okay wait maybe not anymore. Anyways i havent been home for about a week and my poor hamhams didnt eat. Shit piss right. And they practically shrank. Cbmofo! Okay anyways thanks to my red sea i cranked up alot. I was super pissed and so i teared outta anger. I dont always come home now and so wont u grant me peace? Anyways met up with stefe and her new guy. Although she's not saying it but confirm one! Then baby called me todae! Gosh we had a 5mins talk? I might be staying over on tuesay! Ok these few days i suddenly miss those times i walk to mustafa with u Aunty K thanks for being there with me and for me. LOve u all loads! Labels: im still standing strong |
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