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Dearest mummy, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Brenda loves u. Though we quarrel all the time and even though i scream and shout back at u, i still love u. Anyways woke up late todae. Bathed twinkle, then went to prepare. Went for dinner with mummy. After which headed home. Idk why i feel this way but the more im afraid to lose u, the more i felt like i have lost u to so many others. Dear e, u are someone i thought was special to me cos u were the only one who made me feel like i have frens. No matter how sad i was, as long as there was u, everything was alright in no time. When i am down, u would be there to assure me u will be there. When im happy, u would be happier. When we quarrel u would always be the one saying sry and trying to make things better. I know this sounds wrong but u were my bestfren. U might think that stefe is the one i care about but what u dont know is stefe thinks i care bout u more than her. I am in no position to judge u so i would still give u time. But the thing is i feel like u no longer care bout me and the frenship we had. Cos whenever we quarrel bout anything, u would always try to pujok me. But not anymore. If only u had any idea how my heart cried when i went to ur blog. My heart shattered when u told me u were busy all the time but seeing that u were actually busy with ur other frens made me think that i no longer mean a thing to u. I'm happy for u cos i know u now have more frens. But the thing is u still dont understand how much we've gapped. Wow new bff... soon u would find someone to replace me. What else can i do but wait for the day to come. If only u knew i'm actually stupidly crying right now. Normally when this kinda shit happens u would be the one crying but now its me. Dear G i really need ur strength to go on right now. I lost my fav girl to those other kids out there. IF only she she knew how i felt. If only she cared for my feelings. I have been trying to be happy but the inside of me is really breaking down and falling apart. Labels: im sry i cant be perfect |
вяєη∂α σηg яι тzєє♥ lesson #1, dont ever judge a book by its cover. 
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