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People people! I went to school todae then came back. I havent gone to aunty karen's place for awhile now. Okay maybe just for afew days. Anyways i came back again today cos i needed to groom twinkle. So i brought back my clipper and stuffs. I gave her back the round face clip and i think its kinda cute. My eyes hurt like mad. I was supposed to meet eerah baby on wed? But she fell sick. Take care syg. Get well soon ya. Okay gotta go. XOXO brenda Labels: i wanna love u And so it goes.. Hello lime green world! I went to work today and i finished a westie on my own. BIG WIDE SMILES! Anyways went to meet stefe then went to meet jason. Slacked till 11 then went home. Now i feel like puking like randomly i know. Tmr going to church then meet stefe after that. Okay i really wanna be with u and only u. I know it sounds kinda random and weird but i guess i am beginning to fall for u like for real. I didnt know this would be it. But yea i cant seem to contain anyone else in my heart but u. k tood toodles! Labels: where'd u go. i want u so And so it goes.. Hello colourful people! I was away since sunday.. I went to stay with aunty karen. She has something to attend to tmr so im back at home. School's been ok but i realised i am doing slower and slower. I so love poodle now and i want my own teacup poodle. Anyways something happened and so aunty hk helped me settle it. Now everything's fine. Anyways people changes and so many things happened of late. I'm becoming a better person and life's been great. People come and go so i lost some and i gained some I still am loving those i love and not given up those who had something against me. To anon i thank u for making my life peaceful again. To eerah thanks for calling me and initiating a meetup. To cailing, life's full of ups and downs so dont forget to breathe slow, count 1-10 with ur eyes close. Just dont forget i'll be there kaes. To stefe, thanks for being there. love u(": Aunty karen, vic, jessy, aunty hk and aunty amy thanks for being there with me and love u all! Labels: moving on and trying to fish another one. And so it goes.. Shake people! I'm on cloud nine now! Aunty karen is back! She just called me. I miss her so much!!!! Arrr! We were bitching bout aunty amy. Oh ya anyways i played mahjong with momo,Wtph, and stefe. stefe left for home at 12 and At 2+ momo left for home with amy cos he has a flight to catch this morning. 3 of us continued playing till 10 in the morning. Went to shower then went to bed. At 2+ stefe called and told me she was coming over. So woke up, went to shower, went to central, cooked and had dinner.. Stefe just left for home. School tmr. Anyways to anon, whoever u are, im sry if i said anything that is not to ur liking. I said before i am not perfect and i really cant possibily say everything just to see that u're happy with it. Well if u think i am really pathetic, then let it be. Thanks for everything u think bout me. No matter how much u're trying to make me feel small, i still thank u for taking time out to tell me such things to me. I might be wrong. maybe u were not spiking me but hoping that i can change for the better and not be so pathetic and all. See i told u whoever u are, u still have a soft spot. If u didn't u wont even bother telling me things like that. K going off alr. I miss baby girl so badly right now. and i miss jelly as well. As for kel, i miss talking to him as well but well i cant text him cos i guess he's still pissed with me and will not reply.): Labels: im sry my bad And so it goes.. There's always people waiting to see you fall.. Not everyone is kind and forgiving. People do strike against you. Never fail to give people room to change. I admit i was upset but not anymore. I wont let words affect me. I wont judge people. I'll learn to accept them for who they are. I'm not pathetic. I'm childish yes i admit. That's cos i have the love i need from people who love, care and protect me. I am still in the midst of changing. Judge me for all i care. That just tells how much u dont know me. I have flaws. Yupp i got loads of them. Dont tell me u're perfect. To anon, thanks for the words to spike me. To me its just ur words trying to bring me down. But still i thank u for those words. I'm not saying all these just to say it. But truely deep down inside i know u have a soft spot. I still love u even though u tried to affect my feelings. I shall state everything. I still love kel and im not lying.. I'm still waiting for his forgivness. I may not know where i went wrong but i know i was disrespectful. I love stefe the way i love her as my BPOPE. I love jelly the way i love and regard her as my sister. I love eerah the way i love her as my only girlfren. I still love kel the way i love and regard him as my brother, even if he doesnt anymore. So to whoever i may or may not know, pls forgive me for at times i may not be what u want me to be or not who u think i suppose to be. Labels: he has his way in me. And so it goes.. I woke up like freaking early today. Okay not that early but i was super early for work. So called aunty amy and she told me she was on her way. Fixed quite a number of dogs today and i almost went crazy from all the dirty dogs. Did this dog that was fcking matted up and then accidentally scratched the arm area and aunty amy kicked up a big fuss that made me panic and felt guilty like shit. Then she scared me till i almost scream. Cos i was thinking of whenever i did something wrong, aunty karen would assure me that everything's gonna be alright. Aunty amy didnt and instead told me that it was a deep cut all. Lucky aunty hk was there.. She said it was just a scratch. I really miss aunty karen till i feel like puking butterflies. Felt so upset and lost without her. Anyways went to fetch stefe from work and waited nearly an hour. Went to her hse waited for her to get ready then went to central to buy food then went to meet momo.. Left and went back with stefe cos i left my wallet at her place. As usual, we laughted all the way back and then from there i cabbed home. Gonna slp soon so tooodles! Labels: make me want u the way u want it. And so it goes.. Dearest mummy, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Brenda loves u. Though we quarrel all the time and even though i scream and shout back at u, i still love u. Anyways woke up late todae. Bathed twinkle, then went to prepare. Went for dinner with mummy. After which headed home. Idk why i feel this way but the more im afraid to lose u, the more i felt like i have lost u to so many others. Dear e, u are someone i thought was special to me cos u were the only one who made me feel like i have frens. No matter how sad i was, as long as there was u, everything was alright in no time. When i am down, u would be there to assure me u will be there. When im happy, u would be happier. When we quarrel u would always be the one saying sry and trying to make things better. I know this sounds wrong but u were my bestfren. U might think that stefe is the one i care about but what u dont know is stefe thinks i care bout u more than her. I am in no position to judge u so i would still give u time. But the thing is i feel like u no longer care bout me and the frenship we had. Cos whenever we quarrel bout anything, u would always try to pujok me. But not anymore. If only u had any idea how my heart cried when i went to ur blog. My heart shattered when u told me u were busy all the time but seeing that u were actually busy with ur other frens made me think that i no longer mean a thing to u. I'm happy for u cos i know u now have more frens. But the thing is u still dont understand how much we've gapped. Wow new bff... soon u would find someone to replace me. What else can i do but wait for the day to come. If only u knew i'm actually stupidly crying right now. Normally when this kinda shit happens u would be the one crying but now its me. Dear G i really need ur strength to go on right now. I lost my fav girl to those other kids out there. IF only she she knew how i felt. If only she cared for my feelings. I have been trying to be happy but the inside of me is really breaking down and falling apart. Labels: im sry i cant be perfect And so it goes.. strawberry cupcakes? Nah hi ppl. Today work as usual. Last nite i spent the night at aunty karens place. Jessy was there too.. We went to vivo, then to harbourfront to have dinner before heading home. As usual my boyfren willy will always follow me around.. Today was the busiest day of my life. Dont wanna talk bout it alr. Anyways went for stefe then headed home. And MAHMUD was there too. I thought it was a happy day till someone close to me told me her grandpa passed on leaving them behind. So i felt kinda upset. Although its not related to me but still.. ANYWAYS, DEAR E THANKS FOR DOING THIS TO ME. IT SEEMS AS THOUGH IM NOT GOING THROUGH ENOUGH. AT TIMES LIKE THIS WHEN I NEED U THE MOST U LEFT ME WONDERING. THEN CAME SOMEONE I THOUGHT WOULD NOT STAND BY ME. WHEN I WAS AT UR BLOG EARLIER ON, U MADE ME FELT THE SUDDEN URGE TO CRY. DEAR E ONCE AGAIN THANKS FOR THIS SHIT. I'LL JUST LEAVE U ALONE IF U ARE NOT GONNA TEXT ME IN A FEW DAYS TIME. ITS LIKE WHATS THE POINT OF PESTERING U WHEN U ALR HAVE UR OWN CLIQUE OF FREN AND I NO LONGER MEAN A THING TO U. WITH LOVE BRENDA Labels: thanks. u just made me feel so worthless And so it goes.. hello earthlings! I've been going back to Dear G's house on sundays! I love school and i love the ppl i love. As for baby E, i still love her the same. Ok done. Honey J and i are shopping online and im having a good time although we are communicating through msn. Toodles Labels: full stop |
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