Ok I'm out from that place.

The only 2 i can't give up and let go is mummyB and twinkle.

I really don't know how to describe this feeling.

The feeling of crying is back.

I have my 4 lovely pies with me..

JKES this 4 i love most

Over my dead body will i let them go!

They mean the world to me.

I'm starting school on monday!

Fingers crossed.

Pray for me people.

Hope everything goes out fine.

And to u.

I'm trying my best to get over u

What happened the other day seems to have happened so fast.

Too fast infact.

I shouldn't have let my emotions take over me.

I shouldn't have cried for u.

I should have known better then to be so naive.

I should have known that no one would turn out to be like how i want it to be.

I have no expectations.

All i'm asking for is that i feel comfortable with u and we last.

So tired of having to start all over again and again.

Tired of having to go through so much one after another.

It seems to always happen to me.

I have the same thing happening over and over again like a million times.

But yet i don't seem to learn my lesson.

I don't understand why i'm only taken as a fat soft toy to people.

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