U were alwyas there when i'm at my lowest but where are u now?

U are no where to be found!

I feel like life is playing a prank on me.

Things aren't going as planned..

Didnt u love clubbing alot.

But why is it that on my birthdae u are doing this kinda things.

I come to realise that i have no frens at all..

No one!

Happy!!

Its my birthday and only till todae did i finally realise that i'm not a person that people wanna hang out with..

I'm still the old me..

Although its better then the past, the old me still doesn't leave me..

Fighting back tears feels so horrible.

I'm a big girl now and i cannot cry.

Why don't anybody understand..

So what if i wanna go so what!

No one wanna go..

And why and who am i to force people to go.

She loves clubbing but she doesn't wanna go then wad am i to do?

Thanks for being this way.

I tried to understand but i just couldn't find the right way too.

But as i search, i fially found out.

Labels: Only on my birthdae then do i really understand