Why is it that i get so stressed up when i am at home?

Why is it that every time she comes back my heart beats so fast i feel my heart in my mouth?

Why is it that when he comes back my heart beats outta my brain?

Why is it that everyone is acting so weird?

Why is it that only when i'm having depression that i realise its cos of everything in this family thats going haywire..

Why is it that u said our house was going haywire but still everything is still the same?

Why is it that the ong's nvr knew how to communicate with one another?

Why is it that we always drift further then come nearer?

Why is it that no one cares bout how i feel?

Why is it that no matter how i try to hide and run its always still me getting to bear all the bullets?

Why is it that there cannot be peace?

Why is it that she's a christian but yet she's still like that?

Then what's the fcking use of being one?

Why is it that she wasn't like this last time and now she's worse then anyone and anything?

Why is it that it only happens now?

Why is it that she's the only one like that and not others?

Why is it that everyone walks out on me when i'm not the one acting this way.

Why is it that everyone is blaming me for what's going on?

I'm gonna get a depression sooner or later.

I'm gonna burst.

U cannot take that kinda shit so do i.

U made me hate coming home

U made me hate home

U made me hate being at home

U made me hate everything.

I don't mean to push blames but u made me hate everything.

Its all u and ur god dammit fault.

Why do u even think brina doesn't like staying at home, coming home and staying out late nites and only come home when u are asleep..

Have u ever asked urself why we hardly even sit down and talk?

Have u ever asked urself why he doesn't come back early?

Have u ever asked urself why when u're at home then i wanna go out?

Have u ever asked urself how u treated me?

THATS COS ALL U EVER DO WHEN U SEE US AT HOME IS SCREAM, SLAM THINGS AND NAG EVEN WHEN EVERYTHING IS DONE.

Do u even know i miss how u love me

I miss the way u were so nice to me..

I cannot even remember when was the last time u talked to me nicely.

I'm turning to devil cos god nvr heard my cry.

Cos he doesn't understand how i feel.

Cos he nvr listens to any of my prayers.

He nvr felt my hurt.

Whenever i try talking to u, we'll end up screaming around

I HATE THIS HOME!

I TOO WANNA SHIFT AS MUCH AS HER BUT I HAVE TO THINK OF UR DAMN FEELINGS!

WHO EVER THOUGHT OF MINE.

Every time i come home, i sigh before i open the door to a broken family inside.

There's no warmth at home.

The atmosphere is damn cold.

This home has only screams one can hear.

No laughter, no smiles, no nothing u can find in a normal family.

All u ever hear is screams, nags, and loud bangs!

If this is what one calls home then i nvr wanna learn bout it.