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And so it goes..
Why dont u just tell me what u want from me or what u want me to do? Why is it that its so easy to say yet so hard to achieve? Why is it that when u all say, u all don't even know where i stand! Why don't u all see what's going on before saying. Its really painful to say i'm ok when i'm not. Its really painful to smile when i know everythings not gonna change. When i know its gonna be worse after talking. I really cannot take it anymore! Why don't u just kill me and then continue with everything after i'm gone? I'm done with this stress. Done with this pain. Done with all ur nonsense. I dare not step into this house. I hate u and u! why treat me so good only on my birthdae then turn to a total different person i dont even know the next day after my birthdae! Can't u tell that i'm tryna mend our gap? Why is it that nothing i do every seems to please u? Why is it that nothing i do makes u touched? Why is it that nothing i do ever seems to be right? Thanks for all the chaos u brought to my life. Thanks for all the tears u brought to my life. Thanks for rubbing salt on my wound. God u don't even care! U dont even bother how it goes. U don't even bother showing me the way. Why wont u just end this earlier. I am really tired i really am. I promise to be a better kid. Just take me with u. I wanna close my eyes and end it all here. I have nothing more to hold back. No one knows i can't hold on anymore. No one knows how i feel. No one knows how tired i am. No one ever hear me cries. No one ever bother to know what really is wrong. Everyone jus keeps telling me she is the best. But does anyone knows how she treats me when i'm trying? I'm alr trying my best to make both of us the happiest. But she wonu;dn't give me the chance to. Labels: Thank u for making me feel so useless |
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