Tears fogging the vision ahead of me as i walk down the cold and quiet street ahead of me..

There was no turning back.

Begging u not to leave me and giving me ur words was only a minute of assurance.

Turning ur back on me when i'm feeling at my lowest point of time shows what and who u really are.

Its so true.

Everything that i'm seeing is beginning to surface.

Ur words and ur promises have just sunken into the water so deep.

I'm trying hard to find it with my bare eyes.

Crying as i search for those promises.

Trying my best not to believe every word people say.

No ones there.

Trying to believe in myself but my mind is going wild.

The solid me is falling apart.

My ears start to hear things, my heart start to beat 5 times faster.

Hearing my heart beat so loud, telling myself to take it easy.

All of me is getting weaker as i strive to find those reasons in life.

No ones there to hear me out.

No ones there to lend me a shoulder to cry on.

No ones there to tell me every thing's gonna be over soon.

No ones there to assure me.

No ones there to keep me going.

Everybody's ignoring me.

The cold in me is taking over the warmth.

Everything's freezing.

I can't hold on any longer.

Telling myself BRENDA U GOTTA BE STRONG has left.

I lost everything.

I admit imma loser.

Do whatever u want!

I don't care no more.