This stupid feeling just wont go away.

And i was missing u like fck..

Looking at my phone hoping to receive ur msg..

But u didnt..

If only u know how i felt..

And it has to come my way when i'm at my worst.

I'm having fever, blocked nose and everything.

Sneezing till my nose hurts and tearing.

Having downed the entire bottle of cough mixture just so i can stop thinking..

Only waking up to feel like a fool..

Why wont i learn my lesson.

I must learn to understand once bitten twice shy.

T did this to me but not learning and still falling for the next is worst.

Having known u like someone else but still falling for u is like omg!

I'm feeling all sucky and not being able to put myself to bed..

Recalling the times call me 4 in the morning when i was sleeping just so i can talk to u all the way.

I know it was a short term thing but i wished to myself if only it could last and if only u could be mine.

Thinking the word 'guilty' would alert u..

But i was too naive!

I should have known better that this is all pure fairy tale..

I think if she didnt told u i like u, u wouldn't have tried so hard to not hurt my feelings..