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And so it goes..
Its been so long since i last blogged.. Well life's nvr been better.. My everydae is spent with eerah now.. We hope to get a job together so we would not lose contact.. Time flies and in a flash we're all graduating.. Mas was talking to me and i realised how much time i wasted.. Its only a year but i didnt cherish it. Now i feel at my lowest cos we'll all be taking our exams in a weeks time and then we would move on.. Although OE was not together after much arguements, i still love each and everyone.. My hearts beating faster and my eyes are filled with droplets of tears.. Tears of regrets, tears of misses! Soon.. So soon.. We'll be walking out of the school.. Only now do i understand how much i lost. i needa timeout.. I cant breathe.. It went up to my throat.. I needa change soon.. I'll let go of trying.. Labels: nothings gonna change my love for u. And so it goes.. Today i look at u and i realise that u really look alot like that someone! And i fell for u! Omg omg! I cannot like him so can i like u instead? Would u say u love me and say u wanna go on with me? Gosh u 2 are really hot stuff! And so todae i got my ass outta home at bout 7+ and cabbed over to eerah's place.. Settled for the void deck opposite her place and studied while waiting for her.. We decided to give class a miss and we went at 12. Went to meet him and his fren.. And omg he likes ___ girls!!! And im sry bestfren if i am in anywrong.. Pls dont just leave me out now.. And pls dun ever tak layan me! Gosh it feels so wrong! Im afraid he'll find out.. How now.. So after school we went straight home and sister helped me dye my hair.. YAY new colour and i think i look better.. But still ash will be the nxt colour im waiting for! Toodles Labels: im sry but pls dun do this to me.. its killing me And so it goes.. Tonning is da best shit! once a year i get to ton with u! and that night was the best ever! Todae i skipped school to turn up for the appointment. I didnt wanna disappoint that someone and so i went. I thought i would be late cos i was from school ended up waiting for an hour for that person to show up. I was so happy but to the ending i felt so painful. I didnt understand a thing but guess i really had that little something for that person. But that someone alr has somebody! That someone tak layan me and i only had that someone for that big place.. I felt so pathetic but no one considered my feelings. That someone said i got angry for every little things but well i put it off well.. That someone said "i feel like a cake". And to end that someones sorrow, i said fine i shall not make u feel squashed up.. And that someone said is not the matter of being squashed up it was that its like being a cake and everyone a piece of it.. While returning home, i was thinking of it and i nearly cried.. To think i really fell in love with someone again and for the 2nd time the feeling lasted for so long. The first lasted for 6yrs but came to no end and now its another.. I feel very much a loser.. I wanna cry but something just wont allow me to cos something inside me is telling me to be strong! Hang on.. RANDOM PART! 3 ppl said i looked kinda mix todae and said i looked like a malay. I saw that another one and i think half's cute! Im very much done. Toodles. Labels: "K" i think i fell for u.. im sry.. And so it goes.. Hello humans! Im back.. My blog is getting a total BORE cos it doesnt have my ugly face on it.. (: K k kaes cos i cant find any, i'll put this.. My face ugly enough.. 
So i didnt attend first lesson as eerah wasn't feeling well so we went after lunch.. I slept till 11 then went over to her place.. We took bus 12 to school and after school, we didnt go lepak.. She had to go to granny's place so i went home.. She took bus 31 and there after i walked myself to take bus 12.. I miss sister so badly.. I dreamt of her when i was taking a nap jus earlier on.. She's coming back todae so i'll have to wait and for now, i'm done! Toodles Labels: everythings better now And so it goes.. I havent been blogging for awhile now.. Catching up with lots of upcoming projects.. And spending the time of my life in school and outside.. The path i've been walking lately has been a bumpy one.. Everythings cleared now.. Been a pretty good girl.. Go to school and after that go lepak.. I'm left with another month of school and there after, school holiday! Ima happy kid today cos i shared.. I shared what i have with my friends.. And even if it was something little, i was happy! Ok done for now.. toodles! Labels: dip it pop it twoke it.. |
вяєη∂α σηg яι тzєє♥ lesson #1, dont ever judge a book by its cover. 
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