And so it goes..

I shouldn't have cursed.
I shouldn't have sweared.
I shouldn't have quarrelled with u.
I shouldn't have been so close to u from the start.
I should have known i would end up like that.
I should have known better what kinda person my mum warned me about.
I should have listened.
I'm sry but i don't have the strength to fight back anymore.
I'm at my lowest point of time..
I just need someone there for me.
I just need so much care right now.
I feel like i'm falling apart again.
I always have this kinda shit.
I just need a listening ear right now.
I just need a shoulder to cry on.
I need no pity from no one.
I need no console from no one.
I just need someone by my side.
I feel like a bloated pregnant cloud about to give birth.
I don't know how long more i can hold in there..
I'm feeling all down and all wrong.
I'm sorry for the fact that i did not know.
And i'm sorry for the trouble i've caused.
And all of u can put the blame on me.
I'm badly hurt can't u see?
Are u a fool?
I'm angry, i'm pissed, i'm feeling all vexed but i'm feeling sad as well..
I really really hate this!
Nothing ever seems to be right.
Nothing ever seems to be going my way

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