And so it goes..
Its currently 5 Am in the morning of Thursday.. Omg and this is like my last week and after this week, my nightmare starts.. Have been sleeping like really late these days.. I was suppose to wait for Sunrise on wednesday morning but i fell asleep.. I am gonna witness sunrise today.. Although i am feeling really sleepy right now, i am gonna promise myself to wait.. Last night stefe and i met up and went to chill.. I knew it was really boring to chill with me but i dun have a choice.. Stefe if u're reading this, i just wanna say sorry.. Went for dinner at 443, went home, watch-ed Tv/ Movie, Laugh-ed like crazy, and sent stefe off.. Ma huney called me and she was really scared.. Cam-whored with sister.. Damn funny.. Watch-ed movie online and MSN-ed (: Still till now no one understands me.. No councellors for me cos i dont understand myself too.. I dont understand whats wrong.. No one can help me cos i myself dont know what went wrong.. Yes i admit i feel EMO most of the time.. But what am i to do when life's sucha bitch?? I dont know who i am anymore.. When i mentioned your name earlier on, i felt so dumb.. But i promise not to miss u now or ever cos i'm not the one u liked.. I told myself i moved on but i'm not sure.. I thought so.. But i hope so.. Puppy love is so fuck-ed up! 5.15 am Talking to tina huney on msn and i'm feeling all down.. She's helping me by sending me a mail on the difference when celebrities have their make up on and without.. She's the sweetest thing in ma life.. She never fails to make me feel better besides stefe.. But i'm still feeling down and i bet i gonna cry.. Done! I'll hug a Teddy bear to bed tightly when i miss u cos i wont cry.. I still miss u but i'll try not to cry.. Actually the hardest thing to say is Bye-bye.. Take care.. TOODLES.. XOXO Brenda.. ): Labels: i feel like i just swallowed the entire pregnant cloud.. ): |
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