i'll keep fireflies in a jar.

Today i started off the day by meeting up with stefe..

was on the phone with my sexy eerah all the way till stefe came from being to scare me..

chilled till 6 and she came over to my place..

watched some chinese dvd's or wadever a person calls it..

left for granny's place at 8..

had a little gathering with family..

talked, chit chat and stuff..

and when the topic bout u was being raced, i hated u so much i didnt wanna answer at all..

like i've said the things u did to me shall remain..

i once told u the reason why but yet u claimed thats not the way things work out..

I JUST DONT WANNA BE TREATED THE WAY PAPA TREATS ME COS I HATE IT GOT IT!!!!

coming back, left soon after as sister B gotta rush back and get ready for clubbing and mummy B needs rest...

came back and soon after went to meet stefe..

she passed me things and went back soon after..

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somethings are just so hard to explain..

yet so easy to claim..

putting one in a difficult spot aint easy to move..

which step should that person take???

why isit so hard just to make things better???

hatred comes easy but yet finding a reason is so hard..

loving someone is easy but yet breaking is so hard...

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have u ever wondered when will all these nonsense end??

have u ever thought that we are gonna be these way forever??

have u ever thought of finding the first word to talk to me??

i'll be leaving these place in a years time..

i needa tragic change..

i needa find more pace for myself..

i needa do more changes to re enforce myself.

i needa move on to a better thinking point...

someone once told me not to worry bout things cos everything happens for a reason..

but the reason lies within and i wanna noe the reason..

i needa noe so i can try and move on..

letting go is up to one..

its like holding a cup and adding on more hot water into the cup..

one would have to release it sooner or later..

its all up to one to choose to let go or not..

toodles!!

STARS ARE LOVES!!!✩❤

adnerb signing off..

вяєη∂α σηg яι тzєє♥
lesson #1, dont ever judge a book by its cover.