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And so it goes..
Oh my... stayed home the entire day.. not even a step outta my hse.. so shitty.. last minute change of mind so didnt go meet ma frens.. woke up at about 11+ in the morning and couldnt get back to slp.. played with twinkle and fell asleep.. woke up in the late afternoon and saw a missed call from stefe.. she called me again soon after and she was asking if i wanted to tag along for tmr's outing. she said if i didnt go then she wont either.. well she didnt call me back so i dont really know what's next.. gonna spend tmr with her as her family's out of town.. super stressed out balls.. i'm so sick of all these things that are revolving around me.. what am i to do?? i thought of so many things so tired of being the way i am.. if i'm not ready to accept myself no one will.. i can nvr accept the way that i am.. still crying over it although its just too late.. i need so much cash and where am i to get it?? where to search for so much cash?? even if i were to work my entire life away i wont get so much money!! dumb fuck!!!! are u gonna help me or just watch me die faster each day??? i promise if u were to gimme a whole new image i will take fucking good care of it luh!!!! any idea who did these?? cos i dont.. what's wrong!!! wad have i done!!!! i'm confused by all these things.. when will all these shit stop?? its too much for me to handle.. i still cant convince myself that its a reality that i'm living in.. i wonder when i can leave and go to a town where its peaceful.. i needa break from all the things that's happening.. why has it got to be me?? when u made me have u thought of how i would feel?? have u ever thought that i'll feel this way?? did u make me outta accident?? why mould me in the fucking first place.. even if u didnt regret, i did.. i swear i did.. i shld have tried harder in killing myself when i was much younger cos then, i didnt know much things.. if i were to die now, i'd be a fool.. be a dumbfuck, a numbskull and wadever ppl can think of.. fuck it luh!! F**K IT!!!!!! I'm done.. Toodles.. Labels: she's damn freaking sad urh.. |
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