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And so it goes..
Nothing i do ever seems to please you.. Tell me if u really dont like me cos i dont mind.. Even if you were to say you regretted i dont mind.. You know i cant take it.. I gonna cry.. Life's a bitch.. So hard to please.. I've tried pleasing you but it doesnt help.. I cant take it no more.. Stab me and kill me if it bothers you having to see me.. Why is it that they dont have to do anything?? Why is it always me?? Why is it that you told me i was the one but i dont see that?? Why is it that they can treat this place like a hotel?? Why is it that even the biggest thing i do doesn't seem to be enough?? Why is it that they can sit around?? Why is it that i never get what i wanted?? Even when it comes to making things right, uyou nvr let me off.. Do you know how much it hurt-ed me?? When i dont get things done, u say and when i get it done, u still continue to say... Tell me what u really want cos i have got no idea.. When i fold the blanket u start to say talk a little bit only all of you like that.. Do you even kow how much i've tolerated?? I only wanted things to be in place before u went on ranting.. But you said i wanted to walk out.. You dont understand me at all.. I really wished i would be out.. But there isnt anyone for me and there isnt anyone who cares for me.. No one is able to stay out with me at night.. Everyone has someone.. Just me.. Its all just me.. Perfect.. When will all these end??? IHATEIT.. Labels: i cant hate u cos u're the dearest to me.. And so it goes.. Today is like damn boring manz! My not enough sleep made me sleep all the way till 3+ in the afternoon Woke up and chilled with SisterB all the way till about 4+.. Went to shower and continued to chill.. Went down to pass them things and came back up.. Home alone at times feel great but yet at times boring to the max.. Msn-ed with tina the whole day. Saw susie's blog and wanted to get the tee so badly.. But i got a pre-ordered tee from her.. Hoping and Praying that i can fit into one. Pray hard i slim down.. I really want one badly!! Alrite no pictures and its getting super boring so i shall stop here and check out youtube if they have the solitary show.. Being RANDOM, show's gonna start in 6 days time.. DIE DIE DIE.. I already have the feeling of quitting again..): Alrite i shall stop all these otherwise i gonna get moody.. TOODLES.. God loves all the little children!! Labels: usah lepaskan.. ): And so it goes.. Saturday Alrite i gotta say i went to do my eyebrow threading like finally and i payed 10 bucks in return for a fucking thin eyebrow.. Momo got freakin pissed so did i.. Met up with super Gay and when me and stefe did something really evil, that gay didnt even realise we were talking bout him/her.. Went over to mahmud's blk to meet up with hanz and then chilled there for awhile before heading over to his place.. On our way back we were disturbing that person again and we laugh-ed like nobody's business! Went back at 10+ cos both stefe and i were too tired and to add on to our pain we had to go to church the next day.. Sunday Woke up late but still on time(: Went for breakfast at long john as soon as we got to church Having sinus shld alr suck big time and worst i couldnt get to sneeze most of the time.. And adding to my misery, many of the few ppl in church stepped on my pretty tail!! Having not enough sleep is alr a torture and having to hear them preach was even worse.. And best of all i made a fool outta my own.. (infront of little children summore) *god will be so sad i said sad will be so god**WTH* Went home after church/lunch as stefe was gonna meet her guy.. So went back shower and had a wonderful soak bathe.. I fell asleep and when i got out stefe called me and asked if i wanted to meet as she aint gonna get to meet her guy.. *just as i expected* Was lazy to go over as the sun was damn damn big.. She was lazy too but she still made her way here.. What to say i just simply love her big time.. *but she had her daddy drive her over*[her dad's the best if only i had one ):] Chilled around and went over to 443 to settle our dinner.. *i feel like such a copycat*(: After dinner we left and went back.. Got back home to watch incredible tales and it really gives me the chill everytime i watch.. Send her off and poof i went back home.. Gosh and i watched this show Title:Solitary and it was freaking nice!! Toodles big boys and girls.. Imisstina big time!!!!!!! Ilovestefe large time!! I misshim fat time!!!!! BigRedElephantNudgeDandieApple Blogged Labels: He She Him Her And so it goes.. Alrite i know its just another post for the same day but i promise its gonna be more pictures then talking.. I took pictures before going out and when i got home.. We went for sushi today and we both ate till we almost burst.. We walked out full till we almost puke.. Stefe felt sleepy so we went home at about 6+ Before going out!!(:             when i got home!(:                   TOOODLES!! And so it goes.. Today, Tmr and the day after is the day we gonna gather as one again but people dont seem real enough to ask me to tag along so i dont wanna be thick skin enough to turn up.. I'll still miss my many loves and i'll continue to love them no matter what.. And call this random but my tarapin passed on last nite.. i dont know when it left me but i'll just consider that it left me last nite and i dont even know when and what time it left me.. i feel so bad and so stress when it died.. mamo repremended me.. and i felt so super bad... may u R.I.P turtle.. i'll miss u and i love u for that short period of time..): Now i gonna get ready as i gonna meet stefe.. and she'll be coming over to my place to wait for me and we'll be off to white sands.. yay!!!! Toodles my loves!!!!!!! XOXO brenda Labels: it will nvr be the same again And so it goes.. I'm so bored!!! I Miss BFF!! BRRR.. Bet she's with her Boyfriend now.. Omg and i'm super hungry i can swallow a cow rite now.. Today feels so sick!!!!! I am not out today when i am suppose to be out cos i havent spent the entire day at home like that.. Its too much for me to handle.. Its boring shit~~!!! Gosh!!! I bet i've gone insane!!! Seriously i wanna go out... Just anywhere.. I dont wanna be at home!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How How How!!!! Dammit i WANT and i NEEDA Boyfren badly!!! I'm dying of boredom when everyone is out having fun with their loves... Well just fuck it luh!!!!!!! I need someone to talk too rite now!!! MSN is like a ghost town.. Talking with ehco responding me.. I've been online for like god knows how long but yet a single soul talked to me.. I started conversation to 2 people but to no reply from both.. Friendster got dont know what fucking problem i can't log in.. Jesus Christ!!! I thought of playing online games but then thinking of the duration it takes to load, i think i'd rather be sleeping.. Omg someone tell me what to do!! I'm so BORED and HUNGRY i feel like PUKING!!! GOSH.... Let's do a who's in and who's not chart..
The rest all idk what they doing.. TOODLES!!!):
Labels: no one has time for me.. And so it goes.. Damn!! Day out with her was just one word.. SPLENDID!! She's the world's hardest person to ask for a meet up.. i love her not just cos her lashes are long.. but i love her cos she's simply hella good!! She's hella good!!     After meeting up with my sweetie pie, we went to the airport.. Freezing mad is the word to use.. we went for lunch and after that it was alr 3.. she told me she gotta be back by 5 so we left soon after.. i went over to meet stefe at her place, waited for her to get ready and went out.. went to chill at 191 while waiting for mahmud to call.. chilled all the way but there wasnt any calls.. stefe got hungry and we went to centre to catch our dinner.. after dinner than did he call.. so went over to 195 to meet him as well as imran the botak :P.. while waiting for them to come down we did stupid stuff and i even burnt my finger nail.. Our coconut tree(: Myself(: i just do not cos i'm les but its cos she understands me.. i may be irritating and wad not but i still thank her for not looking down on me and treat me like a normal person.. she's the best damn thing..
he doesn't judge!! and i totally love him!!
i wanted to leave but yet reluctant too.. so i stayed and continued talking with mahmud and ruzaidee... waited for imran to come down before walking over to centre (shopNsave) chilled there for a little while before leaving as all of us were tired i guess.. i hope to meet up with them soon!!! they are super nice people.. Toodles!!BRENDA Labels: today i learnt that things will still hit u back one fine day.. |
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