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And so it goes..
goodie brenda went to sch todae..=) wanted to be late but my huney told me she would be alone so i went down by cab again... met her in sch and like forever she's so blur.. attended 2 classes and left for changi to eat ayam panyet!!! eerah, tina, teha, shasha, RX and me this time.. my byba didn't come to sch.. in the bus i felt tired and my eye hurt so i rest on baby's shoulder and we were holding hands.. okay she's my les partner!! after all that, shasha went off, and the rest of us bused to 201.. tina went off, RX went off too and we're only left with 3 ppl but nvr the least we still had fun.. we went TM, baby bought ice cream for all of us and after that went walk walk.. baby cannot take it any longer as her legs hurt.. but teha darling was high from seeing bags she likes.. went to meet baby's boyfren and went to lepak... slack slack slack till 5+ then went to mac and take water.. baby took for me as well.. after that took bus 39 and at 201 baby, darling and baby's boyfren went down.. i continued the ride alone and there was this malay guy who came up and he was so freaking cute la sey!! he's from the singapore airlines?? he looks like he's in his late 20's but nvr the least i was attracted to him and couldn't take my eyes off him.. but soon after i had to cos i had to alight.. awwwwwwww i so wish to get to see him again!! ithankgodthateverythingisbacktonormal andicansaythatisuperuperlovethemlots!! invrwannaletgoofthemagain.. ifanything'swrongiwannatalkthingsoutwiththem. cosicannottakeitwhentheygimmethecoldshoulder.. There has always been something i wanna say to u but yet i dun have the guts to.. When the Guilt kicks in and I start to see, I told myself I wouldn't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence stays Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we never really had our closure And this can't be the end.. When i was talking to my fren bout u last night, all the sweet things that u've done, i really do miss u.. At times i really felt like text-ing u but yet, i didn't dare to.. I dont wanna hurt u again.. Cus i noe u have alr moved on.. Its me who can't get over the past.. But SO WHAT?? It was me who brought this upon myself.. I have no one to blame for all that has happened.. I just wanna let u noe that i have good times with u.. But when we're out we nvr really had time alone.. I feel sad bout that cos i wanted some time alone with u.. But yet ur frens are god damn important so i dun really have a say bout that.. Boy i really miss u and i need u in my life.. But if we're really together, there'll be so many things we need to overcome and so many things we needa face.. so many obstacles... I'm sorry My BOO.. BET i'm the biggest loser who can't overcome myself... God i really hope that u can help me.. cos i think i'm loving him.. and i think i've fallen for him again.. he's so sweet and he isnt like the others.. others always think that the bed is the most IMPT but not him.. he goes for the heart and not the body thats what makes me so into him.. he aint the same lord.. help me.. help me pls........ i beg of u to help me lord..... amin.. |
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