And so it goes..

hello and a good afternoon to all

these is a little conversation i had with my heart felt honey..

we texted each other though..

these is a little something i texted her on the 20April08 at 1.07 am..

ME: i really miss u alot and i really cannot stand going to sch without u i dun feel like going to sch at all.. i really hope u can reply my msg as well as return to sch with me. i really cannot do it without u.. i realised how much u meant to me n that u were the reason why i went to sch for the past 3 months..

so many many days after i texted and bombed her phone, she finally replied after my CA called her..
here it goes...

Sh: sry sry nvr reply u cos i everytime got saw ur msg but keep forgetting to reply u..l0l i now den rmb..btw i now going sch to c teacher to quit sch

Brenda(me): i todae didn't go to school. Tmr den i'll be going. Dun quit lei. Anyways thank u for replying..

Sh: i todae go sch is to c mr tay abt quitting sch de thing lor..

Me: u mean u now in sch alr? but den wat have u been doing the past one week and after u quit wad u wanna do. u know i also have no interest in this course. but then so many many ppl ard me told me that i'm alr half way through...

Sh: during the holidae got work lor..now finding another job

Me: pls dun quit.. i really need u. it really feels so meaning-less to be in sch without u. and i really miss u alot..

Sh: mr tay told me u also not going to sch.. y u nvr go.. go la dun bcos i nvr go den u also nvr go u still got oter friends in the class de... u nvr go i will feel guilty wor..

Me: but then i really miss u ma.. u also go la..

Sh: but i now haf my own plan le.. now find work save money den take de pet grooming course..

Me: can we do this together? i really wanna be with u.-_-''' as in i wanna do grooming also. but can we finish this course together first??

Sh: i dun wan i wan to faster save money and faster go learn de course..guai guai go sch ba ok.. i will wait for u n we go learn together...

Me: hais ok ba. i think no matter wad i say will change anything alr. but thensch is seriously boring without u. i got no one to rush for bus 12 with me.. no one to drink bubble tea with me early in the morning and no one to cab home with after a long tiring dae..

these conversation wasn't edited at all i swear...

but to u my bestie..
all i can say is i really didn't cherish the friendship properly..
i'm sry for the way i treated u..
ur endurance towards me is something i cannot find in other ppl..
u're the treasure but i didn't see it till u left..
i'm sry..
i really am..
since these is wad u want the i guess i shld stay cos everyone is diff..
financially wise and everything..
i wish u all the best..
and i really hope that by the time i'm done, we can go to sch together again..
and when the time come, dun back off from me again aites..
i really wanna thank some ppl in my life..
MUMZIE i jus wanna thank u for supporting me all these while and all the way..
i really love u from the bottom of my heart..
BRINA(my blood sista) i thank u for standing up for me whenever i'm weaker then others..ily!!!
And to MR TAY, thanks for helping me move on..
thanks for being there to guide me and help me not fall off..
And STEFE thanks for always being there for me..i'll always love u to the core..
u were always the one trying to mend the broken frenship that i wanna end each and everytime..
u're the first person!!
and to my winnie the pooh joanne!!!
i thank god for bringing u into my life..cos u're the one who didn't look down on me for so many bad points i have..
u were willing to look after me when they are overseas..
its gonna be a rocky road ahead but i can do it with everyone's help and the one i gotta thank the most is my lord god almighty!!
and i love my class of OE!!
thank god for putting me into this class cos in this class i found so many perfect honey pie and honey buns!!
i love them all!!



when i type all these here, i really feel like crying..
but from the bottom of my heart, i'm really gonna miss u..
and i'm really sry for the way i treated u..
and for now i gotta be gone..
cos i gonna be late..
so take care all my peeps!!
love ya all..




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