i'll keep fireflies in a jar.

Woke up late and talked with stefe on the phone then went to get ready before heading to sch..
and this is taken before going out..

And took some on the way to sch..

And all of these are my honey bunny's!!!
i took them even when they were concentrating on their work..
i simply love them to the core..
and they think i was mad cos i got super hyper!!

And she stuffed her cute face behind my fat face...

And she moved away..

And i did this to her hair as i was bored!!after OFC presentation went to meet stefe after sch and walked over to east point than i had my lunch than went back to white sands to meet winnie the pooh..

saw alvin and his girlfren..but i acted like i didn't see anyone..

after that saw mahmud and after awhile saw kamarul..
And This is miss cute my love-able..And me again!!!

Had lots of fun in sch todae and did alot of things before they returned!!

and i got an IPhone from my brother!!!

Oh so love him!!hahahhahas

and i got my damn thick hoody, slippers and many other stuff!!!

and mummy and sister love-able is back!!!!!!!

WOhoo!!!

okie dokies..

toodles!!

forgot to remove my contact lenses before going to bed this morning..
so when i woke up, took off my contact lense, my eyes went red and everything went fucking blur..
nothing much actually..
last night
talked with sister on msn then mum talked to me..
after that winnie the pooh bought supper back and it was superd..
i kinda miss eerah!!!
cos i havent seen her for so long..
well today did my OFC project with my kuku laptop which is all in thai..
but then lucky i've learnt before so i somehow tried to figure out those things i needed..
i feel that i did better this time..
so proud of myself!!!!
well gonna present it tmr and i reallhy hope that my teacher will like it..
toodles..
1 day to go!!!
wohoo..
after todae not as much freedom as the past 1 week..

Pic Of The Day!!!
And Definitely i love her!!
She's Super Sweet..
And i Bullied Her The Whole Day..

And This Is For My CA Although I Dislike Him..
He Talked To Me And Said I Was Not Cut Out For Cooking Courses As I'm A Pempered Child..
And Added That I'm Cute..=)
And I Drew This For Him..

And All These Are The Art Of Cailing..
And She Said That Our CA Is A Pig..-_-'''

Woke up at 12+..

I woke up at 7.15 then went back to bed again till stefe called ard 8+..

and i actually told her that the bed was seducing me and stuff..

then end up skip lessons all the way and only managed to attend OFC..

went to class then sat there and chill out all the way..

class ended about 4..

till about 4.30 then left to find stefe..

before that when i was in class someone whome i noe, banged the glass panal and called me a

BITCH when i didn't even call her one..

okay she must feel really happy after calling me a bitch..

cool..

childish people are like that..

wad to do..

well went east point with stefe and her frens..

they were really nice ppl..

i was hyper when everyone was zombie-ly tired..

everyone left after buying bubble tea..

only stefe, her fren sandra and i went to eat..

after that went to JEAN with stefe to get her things then walked to the bus stop and took bus 12 home with her..

and thats all..

class= boring as usual..

and so many things changed..

well shall not talk bout it anymore..

it seriously made no difference..

cos it was left undone and it would also be better left unsaid..

toodles..

2 days to go..

omg omg sadded case larhz..

thats fast..

Ifitpleasesuthengoahead..suiturself..

Pics Of The Day!!

And She's The One I Pray Everyday Nvr To Lose!!

Call Me A Loser But I Dare Not Call Her My Best Friend..

She's The One Who Brought Me Back To Church..=)

And Once Again My Retard Face..=P

And This Is My Damn Expensive Drawing Of The Day Cos The Service Was Kinda Boring..

And I Did This All On My Own And Seriously I Got To Realise Todae That There Are Lots Of Weird People In The Church..

And Stefe And My Giggles Nvr Seem To End!!

fuck fuck fuck i hate my fucking CA!!!

anyways woke up at 7.15, got ready, and left the hse for church..

winnie the pooh prepared breakfast for the both of us..

and she actually didn't slp..

i slept for 3 hrs and went to church and as usual, with me and stefe together, we would laugh like nobody's business..

then after church went taka, had lunch and back to pasir ris..

uncle allighted us at 564 which is my granny's hse..

cos we said we were gonna see her..

but i'm so sry it was a lie as it was nearer to white sands thats all..

then walked to white sands..

got some stuff and poof we went laughing and giggling all the way under a random void deck to chill as our legs can't carry us further..

we bitched and then got up, walked over to my place and as usual, stefe used the com and i jus sat there to slack..

stefe talked to hanz online and we met up as he said he was in pasir ris..

9.30, we left as stefe had to get back before 10..

cos tmr got SCH!!!

took letter then thought it was CA who sent it cos got the ITE thingy there..

and it stated that it ws for my mum and it was not to be opened as it was impt document..

seriously CURIOUSITY kills the cat cos i opened it..

thinking that it was a letter sent to my mum by my fuckin CA..

anyways gotta go sch tmr so gotta slp early!!!

and another thing is that it would be the same without u..

or even better..

cos it was still the same..

i had to do everything...

i not B.S.B.H lorhz!!!

shit la!!!

toodles..

3days to go!!

My Chef Of The Day And Pig Of The Day..
She's Super Looking Forward To The Colourful Supper As She's Damn Hungry Alr..
So Pls Pardon Her..
Hahahahhahsh She's So Gonna Kill Me If She See's This Here!!!

omg omg!! i woke up at 3pm todae..

and went to see f winnie the pooh was out..

end up she was still lying in bed like a piggy..

then when she woke up, she wanted to go and get MC but then dragged all the way till 5 then after that she kept falling asleep.

till 7 i woke her up again..

then 8 plus den did we finally got up and prepare..

we walked out to 443 but all the clinics were closed for the dae

then went to get bubble tea then went to take money then cabbed to giant.

wanted to go ikea but then close alr..

so we went shopping in giant..

hahhahhas fun..

again we bought meaning-ful stuff..

i got sashimi..

hahhahahhahs yayness to that..

after that walked out quite far away to take cab home..

got home, winnie the pooh cooked..

and i took pics..

STEPS TO MY DELICIOUS SUPPER!!!

AND MY EXPENSIVE COCK FACE!!

AND MY DELICIOUS SUPPER!!

and soon i gotta go and slp cos tmr i gotta go Church!!!!

Toodles!!

And 4 Days To go!!!

PIC OF THE DAY..
Cos She Was The Only One I Manage To Take..
Isn't She Lovely..
And Her Vocals Are Dame Stong And Nice!!!!
And And Her Drawing Is Solid!!

hear me preach again..

last night i set my alarm on my phone at 7.15am then i changed the time again..

this time i set it to 6.15am so i could wake up and fix everything then get ready for sch..

but i overshot all the way till RX called..

i woke up at 9 am...

than prepared all the way and cabbed down to sch cos i was super late as class started at 8..

the fucking taxi driver also another cock head..

he asked which way i wanted to go so i said any way that was faster cos i was late for sch alr..

then he was like ok go straight cos left side traffic jam..

so i said ok..

end up he went the jam way..

i was pissed off but i keep silent all the way..

than reached sch about 9.35am..

called RX and she passed me the thumbdrive...

she walked me to the lift landing..

hahhahahhahs!!

than went into class, everyone was like looking at me like as if i walked into the wrong class..

then nico was like hey brenda haven't seen u in ages..

and he went like are u pregnant??

my brain went blank when he said that..

than citran added..

she has always been pregnant wad..

than i was like acting like i didn't hear anything and walk away..

cos i told myself to be a good girl after i return to class and stop those havoc nonsence i had..

then continued walking and everyone started talking bout how much i changed..

sat down, hugged my honey then chit chatted all the way..

and i was looking out for my enermy-_-''

but lucky she wasn't there to spoil my mood..

then end up i didn't wanna do my presentation as so many of my classmates are doing the same topic..

so i had a last min change and i asked CA if i could give up..

than he went like i wanna see u later...

so i said nvm..

i'll redo jus gimme some time..

after OFC ended..

walked to the toilet as satina and i wanted to puff off our stress..

but got people in the bloody toilet..

so we walked to the other end but fucking saw CA and CRN teacher..

i was like deep shit..

then CRN teacher talked to me and said i wanna see u back in class u get it..

then i was like i dun only skip ur lesson i dun even come to sch..

then she went like before i raise my voice u better come to every of my lesson u get it..

than after her..

the nagging from CA continued..

and he even insisted on doing a home visiting for me and i begged him not to.

so he asked for my mum's number..

and after much talking, i gave up and pass him my mum's number..

he said he needed to talk to my mum bout my super poor attendence as mum may not noe bout it..

heck la i give up man..

at 12, class ended..

like finally..

then had fun with S,T,F and RX before going seperate ways..

hahhas lazy to type out their names..

F was damn happy as only the 5 of us got into the lift..

end up we were going up to the 6 story...

then we started laughing till the door open..

then the life was flooded with guys..

had to bear with them all the way till the 1st floor..

and i headed to the MRT station with T..

talk talk and smoke then saw Farah..

then talked and hugged..

then her fren extra say he also wanna hug..-_-'''

then saw hanz at the station talk talk then his fren said he can help me pierce my nose..

he said super easy jus use hammer and screw can alr..

free summore..

then went up trained came first so kiss T goodbye and left to whitesands to look for stefe..

she was mad the weather was like damn sot alr and she was still in hoodies..

went to pierce nose..

then went for breakfast+lunch...

then bus-ed down to 191 to get rokok..

the uncle was nice and everything..

stefe bought cigg he nvr ask for Ic then me he ask the auntie check..

not 18 cannot buy.

then i say why always me then he say i like to disturb u cos u my girlfren ma..

i also dunno when i became his girlfren..

but wadever the wheather was super humit but walked over to my place slack till night and i was the joke of the dae.

fucking hell retard la..

stefe went like *pui**pui*

then i said dun pui la pass me ashtray..

then i made the sound effect into the ashtray and all the ash flew into my face and t-shirt..

and when stef turned ard she laughed so hard i think her teeth almost dropped off...

then she edit-ed someone's pic and we had a great laugh after that..

and i did many things like sweep floor, mop floor, wash clothes x3, hang clothes x3

then washed up the plates and everything after stefe ate..

well good day after all..

toodles!!

5 more days!!!

cherish all my loves!!!!!

ok i may be a veri much of a pain in the ass..

but who cares..

i jus wanna blog it out..

recently have been blogging like a mad woman..

anyways i slept like super late larh..

imagine i slept like 8.30 in the morning and thought of getting ready and going to sch straight..

i think i will die in sch..

cos the time table suck big time..

9 to 4..

sot!!!

and when i went to bed, at about 12, everyone started bombing my phone..

and i slept for 9 hrs..

and woke up at 5...

RX called 7 times and i didn't wanna answer as i couldn't open my eyes..

STEFE called 2 times..

and dunno who the heck called me also.

then when i finally picked up RX call cos it was fucking irritating, the first thing i did was scold her like mad!!

than talk talk, RX keep passing the phone here and there...

then one of my fren damn cute la!!

hahahhas cos we like to irritate each other in sch..

but he touched my heart by saying idiot why nvr come sch??i miss u..

hahhahs then talk talk eerah baby talked to me..

then she said she miss me too..

and asked me not to quit sch cos there's no way she could see me if i quit..

then i said its okay la cos she's my angel she will find ways to come meet me one..

hahahhahahahs i'm such a crap!!

then pass on, i talked to my honey bun..

and she said alot of things too..

and then after i put down the phone, i returned stef's call..

and hanz talked to me and asked me to go sch cos he miss me..

then sunset came and i went 443 with winnie the pooh to cut her frindge..

after that went to shop and save to buy ingredients to cook and some tibits and milk..

went home helped with the cooking and when i was eating my CA called my home but i didn't ans..

then he continue bombing as well..

he called my handphone this time and same thing, i didn't ans and he texted me instead..

he went like hi brenda what happen to u?

pls come to sch.

tmr for OFC presentation.

i may need to visit yr hse soon and talk to yr mum about yr poor attendence..

and ending the msg with a sad face...

super hell load of rubbish!!!

i'm grateful that he's so sweet and everything towards me..

but then the others dun go he also didn't call them and all..

why me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

fuck fuck fuck..

thought of skipping sch tmr but then seems like i can't anymore..

better go before he pays a visit to my crib..

so i better be good and go to bed soon...

sot siol..

i hate traveling here and there alone..

i hate it..

and yet from the dae i go back to sch onwards, i gotta go to sch and back from sch alone!!!!!

double BIG FUCK!!!

and counting down, its 6 days to go without my mum at home..

omg omg and another thing is my babysitter left me alone at home cos aimei came back alr..

and they giving away twinkle's daddy to ppl alr cos they shifting hse..

i really wan her daddy but too bad they giving it away and the person will be going over to collect it tmr..

sad but well goodluck to u and ur new owner..

toodles to all for now..

i'll blog more of it tmr as i'll be in sch..

so got 101 things to talk about..