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And so it goes..
actually the truth why i broke with u is not cos u didn't send me home or anything.. it isn't cos everytime we meet i have to make my way there its cos i didn't wanna break ur heart after being with u for a year or 2.. cos u asked if i was willing to marry u when i turn 20.... the truth is i don't even noe what will become of me when i turn 20.. i jus dun wanna end up telling u i'm not ready and i wanna break.. only then will i hurt u more.. till now my heart still goes out to u.. u're still the one i save on my screen saver... i told my mum on the fridae night that i still missed u.. and at that moment in time i almost broke down..   i couldn't take it no more..i veri much wanted to tell someone but there was no one i could turn to... and i eventually have to start letting go... cos i dun wanna get down into depression again... take care my boy and rmb i'll always be here for u no matter what... i noe u won't be seein all these but i really hope u noe how much u mean to me.. no one has ever loved me the way u did.. baby no matter what i still love u deep down.. i bleed deep down and i am crying deep down.. i'm letting go cos i have my reasons.. i really dun wan u to noe... i dun wanna end up hurting u.. AND FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE I DIDN'T HAVE TO TRY TO BE HAPPY COS WHEN I WAS WITH U I WAS HAPPY..
jus no one understands me... cos i thik i dun even understand my own... i'm really tired of all this fucked up shit that happened  [brenda's down down down] |
вяєη∂α σηg яι тzєє♥ lesson #1, dont ever judge a book by its cover. 
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