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And so it goes..
all of a sudden i feel damn emo.. it is DAMNED manz.. hate it.. cos emo means nothing but plain stupidz.. being EMO suck big time.. but feeling so emo right now that leads to so lonely that also leads to thinking and leads to wanting to cry so badly.. so taking drugs are way big time to cure not having to think!!! i can't get to slp who carez what time isit nowz.. its me who can't slp.. OMG!!!! can't slp again?? wtf is happening to me again manz.. i felt like listening to punk music and i think thats fucking emo larhz.. WTF!!!! song title: imissyou.. anyways i couldn't get to slp so i went to look for my sleeping pills..then find high and low still couldn't find in the end woke my mummy upz.. then she help me to search.. in the end i found it on my own... then i ate dunno what medicine and the sleeping pills together... nice one arhz. hopex can keep me slping till at least evening time.. if wake up oo early i think i will go and eat more medicine and slp all the way till mondae then go sch... i think this time i really really miss u larhz.. Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time And as I stared I counted Webs from all the spiders Catching things and eating their insides Like indecision to call you would u be the one to stop this pain tonight??i think i'm back to taking pills.. they are my only frenz.. my true frenzx are pills.. no one really cares for me even if i were to leave this fucking world i doubt anyone will bother... PS:babybob[imran] i'm sry for all those things that u went through alone.. i'm sry for hurting u.. but this time i really miss u.. i really need u to comfort me and be there to give me ur big teddy bear hugs.. u said that if u find out i abused drugs again u're not going to forgive me.. but i really hope u understand cos i dun wanna think no more that's why i result to taking drugs this way again.. i really love u.. if only i made the right decision.. i need u there,, i feel like crying now.. i wanna call u but then i guess u're sleeping alr.. i am really damn confuse right now.. wishing for u to be here for me now pls forgive me for the things that turn out this way todae.. i really need u back.. its way back into love.. |
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