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And so it goes..
it feel so different being here todae.. i'll be heading to sch later but it means a million things.. the air that i breathe feels so different too.. i feel so cold... my hands are freezing too.. my heart is beating faster than ever.. i'm feeling so tense.. and well ytd i didn't really go out cos i chilled around at home.. the both of us met for lunch at 443 then headed back to my place.. then at around 7+ we went to the minimart to get drinks and stuff and it was still pouring.. then we smoked DIY shesha.. l0l.. we were to smoke for 1 hour.. but then after the 1st stick i say i dunwanna play alr. hahhahs.. so after that i fell flat onto the bed and i felt the kick.. then when the kick came for the both of us we jus kept laughing for no reason.. hahahhahs then after that my mum came back then asked if i smoked then i was like where got?? hahahahsh ya la ya la everydae nothing else but smoke smoke smoke non stop can alr.. then she was like ok la ok la no la no la.......... anyways gotta go cos i gotta get ready soon.. so chaoz.. And so it goes.. alrites ytd i went out to meet a group of frens then i got to noe another group of frens.. then my fren said that there was a guy named baby or something wanna get my number & get to noe me.. well i'm not flattered but i was actually still in disbelieved till he kept asking me to give his fren my number.. then i was like.. saying no at 1st then he kept saying it was true so i was like wadever la.. then i gave him my HP number.. l0l.. but till now i still dun believe its true.. so wadever.. hahahahs went up to my mum and asked her to pray for me cos i'm getting nightmares almost everynight.. after that i took my pillow and stuff and slept in her room.. then she actually asked me to call the SPRING magazines help line.. thats like lame but she is afraid that i might go crazy.. hahhahs.. then tmr is taking of results already.. guess i won't be able to slp again tonight cos i am really scared.. i fear that i dun do well enough to get into ite simei.. but i'll continue praying so yuppz.. its raining but i'm actually going out i also pray hard that by the time i step out the rain will alr stop pouring.. hahahhs well.. aites thats all for now and chaoz,.. And so it goes.. i'm like making almost the same nightmare all the time.. i'm really scared.. why must this happen to me??? its jus so scary... but wadever the nightmare was, i have alr rejected it in the name of the lord.. anyways i attened a wedding dinner for my mum ytd cos she was sick.. then i saw a number of cute guys there but they were all attached. then after that i went home then my mum forgot to bring back my bag from my grannies place so i went over to get it.. i fed afew cats my doggies food.. then after that i walked over to my grannies.. then when i got there, i jus wanted to get my stuff and leave then my auntie didn't let me go home.. but it was a long long lame story.. so in the end i still returned home.. now i'm left with nothing to do but wait for her to get ready and come over to my place.. and anyways i went over to AMK to look for joanne on thursdae.. then we went to party world at raffles place and sang till 5+ before heading for home.. then nxt dae we went out again.. 1st stop we went ubi.. then from there went parkway.. then from there went TM.. and from TM went hougang.. then from hougang went kallang and made a new fren there.. her name is gemmi.. she's so cute la and she's only 6 this year.. anyways hanged out till 10+ over at her place before heading to toa payoa.. then from there cabbed over to 2 places.. hougang 1st then i headed home.. thats all for now.. And i seriously miss ab & nas.. but well all the best and good luck guys.. chaoz.. anything jus beep me up aites.. And so it goes.. well on tuesday and i went out with joey again.. she came over to my hse and soon after we went to sing K.. we sing till 8 then left.. went for dinner then walked to downtown.. went to the beach and sat there chilling out,, left at 10.30 and cabbed home sent her back then U-turned home.. got home, sat infront of com then went to shower.. when i was in the toilet i realised how sick i was.. i got to noe i was getting weaker each dae.. i thought i got phlam.. then when i spit it out in the sink, i saw a lump of blood.. then did i noe that i was going back to god soon.. he'll be bringing me back real soon cos little brenda has been a good girl.. and right now as i blog, tears are flowing down like a river of free flow.. my nose is still bleeding.. my hands are getting colder.. and i just wanna tell those ppl that i disrespected that i'm sry and those i've let down as well.. i didn't mean it.. well i dun wanna go on anymore.. so chaoz.. And so it goes.. wow wow wow after so long this is a long long post.. so happy reading.. alrites loads of things happen and i shall start saying all of then from sundae, o9dec2007 its one dae after i got caught for smoking.. and i got caught at home.. i went out to meet my fren for the last time before she went overseas.. i handed her my mp3... and after which we chilled for awhile ard my void deck and i brought paper down to write letter.. then i went back home to get some things done before going over to my grandma's place.. then loads of things happened there and i started pouring like when pregnant clouds couldn't hold it there anymore.. then after that my auntie talked to me.. then she suggested to bring me to the doctor.. and she said that i was suffering from insomnia.. and after that when we were about to go to the GP, they said it was closed.. then after that i stayed there till 8+ before heading home.. ended up nvr go send my fren off but then i alr texted her.. then when i reached home, i kneeled down in from of my mother to beg for forgiveness.. then she cried.. then after that things went on and when she was about to slp, she came out and told me that she wanted to pray for me.. and so she did... after which i confessed to her again... then.. she told me she forgive me.. then on mondae, i went out with joey.. then when we were ready and all prepared, it started to pour again.. after that we waited for the rain to stop before going out.. so i left home at about 3.30.. then went to meet her.. then went to whitesands to have lunch.. had KFC.. then after some crapping session in there, we headed to peninsular where i saw my baby boy.. he was so fucking cute la... hahahs then after that we went down to vivo.. then after that at there i bought alot of things. then joey became my banker for the dae,, then i now owe her 17.50... hahhahs then after that we left vivo and went finding our way to the MRT station.. and we reached parsir ris at about 11.. then again,, i always reach home before 11.30.. hahahas and as for now, as i'm blogging, i'm in msn as well.. then i got to di siao someone to gao gao cos he itchy backside come talk to me 1st.. hahahhas now i'm like super happy.. hahhahahs okie dokies.. chaoz.. ~brenda~ And so it goes.. aights i'll start from ytd.. i had nightmare.. and i actually saw 4 dead corps.. alrites i shall not say anymore... well anyways i went out todae with my fren for the last time.. and tmr she's flying..to be exact its tonight... anyways i got caught for smoking... but well i felt like quitting but then i dun really noe... well i really have nothing to say so chaosz.. And so it goes.. i'm so in love with u honey... well.. nothing much for todae as well.. i practically slept away my day todae.... i slept early last night and i woke up at ard 1++ this afternoon... then talked on the phone for awhile and went back to slp at 2.. after that, i woke up at 6.. then i listened to song on the com for awhile before going to get ready... after that, i went out to meet hanz & co.. it was pouring but i still got out of my house... had butterflies swimming in my tummy but i believe somedae i'll be alrite i miss them hell loads.. well my mum got into a quarrel with ppl in the train... and i hate malay girls.. they just suck big time.. and so when i returned home i gave my mum a huggie bear hug.. then she said that my smoke smell was heavy.. lolxz then i said cos i mixed ard with my frenz.. well but its time for me to let go soon.. hahahhs i dunno how i'm feeling right now cos i still damn confused and complicated inside.. getting migrains from time to time... anyways i didn't go over to my granny's place to run errands todae... they didn't call so its non of my business... choaz for now.. And so it goes.. aites and for now i've got nothing much to say but i'll just try to recall wad i did the past few daes.. my grandma got admitted to the hospital.. and the nite before i slept really late.. but the next morning came and everyone just bombed my handphone.. woke up at 9 and went to get prepared and headed over to my grandma's place to pick her up then together with the maid we went to white sands GP.. then the bloody noobie doctor dunno how to see then he wrote us a letter and asked us to bring her to TTSH.. so we cabbed down to TTSH's A&E... after which we waited damn long .. then soon we got our granny into a ward.. so i left the hospital and headed home at ard 6++.. well then ytd i was my maid's new scapegoat... i went over to my auntie's place to look after the new maid and tried to communicate with her.. then i left the house at ard 7... and the best thing that happened ytd was that my phone died on me.. hahhahahas then after i left i went to meet my frens.. and we chilled till 10+ before i went home.. when i was on my way back, there was 2 police cars.. got a little frightened but overcomed it after some time.. well and for todae, i'm supposed to be running arrands again but i skipped it.. and i really dunno wad i wanna do now.. so chaoz.. |
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