And so it goes..

i really didn't mean it but i just said it..
i noe after saying things like that its like u'll nvr get back ur words but i felt really bad..
it went like that..
B: hey can u pass me those keys for the letter box??
J: huh why shld i pass it to u wan also pass it to him cos its his..
B: no la i just wan the keys for the letterbox only not ur keys..
J: no..cannot...
B: huh why its my hse keys wad..
then she took out the letterbox key and passed it to me..
then this morning we went out to 443..
then walk walk walk
J: ni bian le..yi qian ni bu shi zhe yang de.. u will say our hse but ytd u said ur hse..
B: no i didn't mean it really..
J: no.... u change alr..maybe u get used to it alr..
B: no ma cos u that time u say its my hse ma so i say my hse lor..
then change topic..
then when i wanted to use the com in the room, gotta key in password...
fucking dulan lor..
ccb this is really not ur hse wad put password for fuck???????
think wad the com ur's ar..
then after she left i went down to buy ciggie..
after that came back, ard 4 stef called then went out to central and meet her..
after that came back to my hse to slack..
slack slack slack, she felt down so she went back home at 8.30..
then mummy came back not long after that while i was using the com..
she said wah the whole hse smell so smokie..
then ask me if i smoked then i say i smoke for wad...
then she said ok the best is not u...
she bathe come out ask me wad i want to do nxt..
M: wad are u going to do nxt??wan stay at home everydae on the com liddat??
B: dunno..
M: i talking to u leh...
B: ya i noe ar..but then i really dunno what i wan...
M: i talk to u then u liddat ans ok nvm i ask him talk to u..
B: ya ok...
and she was like damn fedup..
so i said back..
B: i really dunno what i wan in life anymore what u wan me to say...
then i cried..
after that i stood up, went into the room
after that she called and we chatted on the fone..
talk talk talk i say i go shower first then after that come out alr we talk talk talk all the way then we hung up the fone alr i went to cook noodle for myself...
cook cook cook i also dunno what i cooking...
after that, finished eating, washed up the dishes then went to smoke..
and now i'm blogging..
gonna play com games then turn in alr..
cos feel sleepy but cannot get to slp..
dunno what i thinking also..
mind keep working but actually i veri sleepy..
going to see doctor take sleeping pills soon
yuppz so thats all for todaes entry..
blog again tmr or so..
chaoz..




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