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And so it goes..
the place i sitted todae for the whole dae in class made me feel so lost... felt like i was a nobody in some crowded place.. didn't feel the warmth at all.. it feels like i've got no one but my pencil case, pen, pencils & books.. turn to my left then to my right then to the front then to the back but saw no one that was gonna be there for me.. then endured the pain till recess.. heard from zann that they didn't like me.. they said cos during taf dunno when, i stared at them and rolled my eyes at them.. god!! damit i did no such things.. i don't even remember hating any of them.. forget it i noe i'm a loner in class & i'm always at fault... i kept waiting for 12.35 to strike and was thinking of her all the time.. went TM with her and her fren.. then had mos burger for lunch.. after that go walk walk then went home le.. in the bus we were like mad luhzx.. i kept laughing bout Mr Sin cos i went to his office for not going to sch.. his face was damit kuku.. cannot dun laugh.. so i tried to hold it till i almost exploded.. was supposed to go for an interview with her but then my brother send her there so she didn't need my company anymore.. nvm then.. i shall stay home and rot away..=) anyways todae during last period, loads of things happened and so mr rahim and zann quarrelled.. everything was reallli scary cos zann actually fought back.. she was sure daring.. then ended up after school she was crying.. and the story goes on.. to me i think its not only her fault.. but just dun wanna say cos i may be blamed for things i dunno agn.. better zip it.. =) and so i would like to conclude that i simply hate school.. ppl say that sch is fun cos u make alot of frens there and u can like spend most of ur time with them.. but its so not true cos i have no frens at all.. i hate it.. i hate everything that he changed bout the siting arrangment and so on.. i have no frens at all.. the class makes me feel not at home at all.. they make me feel like a forever new student.. not that i didn't try to talk to them but they avoid me like i have some kind of serious illness liddat.. sudar la.. i really veri malas nak layan each and everyone of them... i too need a break a full stop!! |
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