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And so it goes..
looking back its like only weeks ago when these kinda things happen to me.. still feeling lost like i always was but now when there's no more u, i feel more lost then ever.. don't noe why i still yearn for u... perhaps i'm sick... just feeling so sick of love songs.. so tired of tears.. so done with wishes.. i've changed the calendar i had, cos since there's no more u there's no more aniversary.. i really don't have any idea what i want with this life anymore.. but i noe i cannot possibly end it cos i've lost u in a storm.. i've really already tried my best to put in 101% of effort in loving u but this is still what i get in return cos ur frens told u that i was not good enough to be ur's.. since u think they're right, then go to them cos they will find u someone better then me a thousand time perhaps..isn't it that ur happiness lies in ur own hands?? guess ur happiness lies in ur frens hand to decide for u.. well i can't do anything but wait for what ur heart really tells u.. but whatever it is i already told u i will respect ur decision so take care... i really really need a break from everything.. i had been having migraine for days.. guess it really hurts till i almost went crazzy... time really flies cos i'm like gonna graduate from GREENVIEW in another few days.. i will definitely miss those i used to cherish.. well take care to all.. i guess after exams then i'll be back to blogging.. i really need ur words to go on BL... sry for i've ran astrayed from u.. now i noe that u're true i wanna follow ur words.. bring me to where i should go... daddy i'm really sry.. i dun wanna dissapoint u.. i really need u to go on.. pls save me.. i noe i've done wrong.. shall be mugging hard so toodles everyone... |
вяєη∂α σηg яι тzєє♥ lesson #1, dont ever judge a book by its cover. 
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