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And so it goes..
blood's gushing up my head.. anger and frustration caught up with me.. i wanna scream i needa cry... was i trying to play the bad guy or the good guy role.. A.C.K.L where have u guys gone too when i needed you the most!!! i'm still feeling frustrated now.. so frustrated i feel like killing myself.. when i told the jerk i downed cough mixture the last time, he said if i did it agn, he would get angry.. but this time when i told u i needa down cough mixture u actually told me it was up to me.. come on think it through fucker!!! do u even care for me at all.. cos this time round when i really needed u the most, u had me thinking.. sometimes i wonder if u really were an idiot or something.. is this the way u gonna treat me?? i seriously swear i hate u!! no one understands me at all.. i hate everything that is happening to me.. why of so many humans me!!!! what have i done to deserve this??? forever this FUCKED UP LIFE OF MINE and having no one to turn too.. 14-15/09/07 slept last nite thinking i could hold back all unwanted tears but i failed to do so cos as i woke up this morning i still am frustrated!!!!!! |
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