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And so it goes..
why does the guy i really fell fer not abit bothered bout me at all.. where as the one i prayed hard not to appear, appeared.. do u not care at all... i miss u!!!! and after so much that has happened, i blame only one person and that's me, myself and i... when will u be there fer me???? i really need u... i'm missing you to bits... alrites i noe its puppy love again... but as far as i noe u're the 2nd guy i fell fer although u're so in my fairy tale... whenever i close my eyes, i see images of wad had happened... i'm afraid i can't slp well.. i'm so stressed out... and i seriously need pills.. any pills will do... wheather its stress free pills or sleeping pills... its fine with me.. i just needa get out of reality and i'll be fine... i need them so badly... i need u too.. you'll nvr noe how much i'm missing u.. my dae seems so hard to past without u... dun noe why i'm still feeling so complicated... i need help i seriously do... if only any kind souls could bring me out from the darkness i'm feeling deep down.. i'll be gratful... i need a break... in everything and everyone.... why can't anyone try to understand me??? i ain't asking fer alot am i??? still bleeding on the inside and hop fer a soft wool to cuddle me... i'm just like every other gers but i'm more complicated and my case is more unfair.. i dun have the cuddle i always wished of having... i'll stop dreaming... i'll try.. and fer now.. i just dun iwsh to think... i wanna drink away my troubles bt no one wanna drink with me.. i shall look fer a drinking partner real soon... |
вяєη∂α σηg яι тzєє♥ lesson #1, dont ever judge a book by its cover. 
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