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And so it goes..
smoking haven't made me drousy.... i think i'm going through depression... i dun feel like eating.... guessed this time i'm in trouble... i fell fer that big time fcker... he sux... i dare nt tell him.. i dun wan another one to disappear.... i'm kinda emo i noe... i smoke till i broke down but it still didn't numb my pain... i'm put through a test... a hugh one... i'm lost yet no one there to show me the way... i'm gonna die soon... wish i could die this instence... can't carry the troubles anymore... i am a girl who has no every rite to talk, make a decision, crap ard, choose and pick the guy i wan and llike... i have to ritez... i wanna be normal..... i can't take it any longer... why no one can tell i'm in pain i got alot of things that no one will ever noe and no one will bother cos to them my prob ain't a prob at all.. if i told u i liked u then u'll ask me to meet u... boy its not that i dun wan to but i have rite to do so.. i said i ain't a normal kid... i can't hang ard and say this guy is cute that guy is simply gorgeous... i noe stand on my feet being relient on no one.. the ground is shaking and gonna break in 2 but i still have no one to grab me.. if u dun wish to make me suffer then just bring me back.. only u noe my fate.. u alone noe the life ahead of me... i dun noe... i'm walking obsticles tt ain't simply to put through.... i am a nobody to this world... its cold out there and i can't make another move... the nxt step i take, i gonna make it wrong.. u noe that.. enough i dun wanna understand a shit at all.. i jus wanna be me is that so difficult?? i'm messed up yes i am... madness lyes in me.. breaking down and having no one there fer me is also just me.. i dun understand myself.. i can't seem to do it rite... help me will u... seeing me suffer here brings joy to u??? i've alr stepped on the hardest rock of no turning back... feel like crying but can't... perhaps i'll try ways to make things happen to me... wheather its in the rite or wrong way since u dun care why should i..i'll not change facts but i'll me fiction happen.. rite before ur eyes i'll change the law written in ur book!!!!!!!!!! brenda dun give a shit.. |
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