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And so it goes..
would u be there to love to be with me??????????? would u say that ur love is always true would u always be the one to take my breathe away??? feeling more and more messed up each dae or should i say everytime i open my eyes to face this world.... just wish to run away ferever... felt so messed up on sudae nite that i finished up the whole bottle of cough mixture.... felt my stomach burning but just didn't wanna think at all.. so i went to bed and listened to mp3... listened to only 2 songs and kept my mp3 on throughout the whole nite... but didn't realli bother... if only someone special came into my life.. if only that person was someone so near yet so far away from me... if only i knew the person... i promise to cherish u... all i am, all i'll be.. everything in this world.. everything that i need.. fer the rest of my life u dun have to think twice.... in my world, before u, lived outside my emotions din't noe where i was going till that dae i found u, now u opened my life to a new paradise... i hope the one that i always wanted to show up soon... be the star the shining one.. i'm glad he found someone... i may be hurt but that will be fer awhile i guess.. cos i knew u will nvr like me.. maybe u just needed a company when u were trying to hook up with the girl u always wanted to be with.. i should have known it all along.. cos ugly betty will nvr find true love no matter how... no one will love or cherish me... maybe all this while, u ppl treated me as frens only... i'm sry i wasted so much of ur time... promise i won't bother u if u didn't call me up... feeling hurt and what not always happens to me cos its always puppy love.. i assume too much perhaps... feeling so numbed in me but still being able to feel the blood drip... signing off knowing i'm the ugliest betty no one will ever wanna be with... |
вяєη∂α σηg яι тzєє♥ lesson #1, dont ever judge a book by its cover. 
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