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And so it goes..
i've learnt so much from her death... learnt that if u love the person u gotta cherish them.. gotta say 'iloveu' before everything's too late... i've also looked on the other side of fearing the dead.. i would rather be able to see such things cos i am then able to help them as well as overcome my fears.. i guess after so much that happened, i'm no longer afraid of such things.. i'm gonna miss my other part of the family... she left us at the cremation hall just now.. & i cried.. then at there i realized everyone actually cared alot fer her... its just a pity... i just can't fergive myself cos when she was there, i didn't cherish and now she left us.. my mama was about to give her the medicine alr then this kinda things happened... god seriously save me from this hell!! where were u when i needed u??? when i needed u, i looked fer u bt then u were not there.. maybe its all fated.. so i shouldn't dwell on u anymore.. feeling really tired.. jus wanna close my eyes.. let go of everything.. don't wanna hold on anymore.. mondae is the last and final paper!!! yay.. GOD BLESS ME.. i dun noe why but i'm still thinking of u.. seriously.. perhaps u're my 1st love??? i really really loved u i guess... i fell fer u but u left me just like tt.. u made me catch hold of ur hand but when i was about to grab, u let go... i need u badly now.. i need someone by me... i wanna cry and i needa cry... i jus wanna tell u i love u |
вяєη∂α σηg яι тzєє♥ lesson #1, dont ever judge a book by its cover. 
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