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And so it goes..
thinking back i don't know if i made the right choice to tell u all those things...i ain't sure of it myself but the thing that i'm sure of is that i dun wanna lie to u ever again that's why i mend my ways and told u everything bout me that i didn't tell u before...u said u will not go away...u said u were too old to run away...but u're only 18 so that means u will run?????i don't know but i miss u alot...baby will u come back???or does all this things end here??the other one left me then the other one then the other one then it all left one after another...are u gonna do the same as well??why must all this happen to me why hurt me this way??if things are gonna be left as it is all i gotta say is that i think i realli fell fer u...i think i realli liked u....i wanted veri much to cherish ppl ard me but i don't understand why after they left me then i learnt how to cherish...i know its too late.....but don't i deserve a second chance???my life is seriously messed up...its complicated....jus when will i meet my true love??jus when will i be like every other girl???jus when will i be treated like a normal girl???when will ppl learn to cherish me too????when when when????jus as much as u all wanna be loved i want to...i wanna have the feeling of being loved too....wanna be loved by the one that i love and wanna cherish too...but all i know is that no one will ever wanna cherish me neither do they wanna love me or accept me...perhaps i'm not normal enough fer ppl to like.... <3 brenda...='( |
вяєη∂α σηg яι тzєє♥ lesson #1, dont ever judge a book by its cover. 
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