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And so it goes..
didn't go to school todae...super not feeling well...kept sneezing since the minute i woke up this morning....sweet dreams??i got nitemare la...i dreamt of them...dreamt that i was caught cos of them...they were the ppl in my class..i hate to go to girl's home cos of them....the story goes on....anyway wad makes u think that i was saying u???l0l not trying to be sensitive rite.....i didn't even mention names la...if its over then so be it i dun bother no more...got ur other her to keep u company wad...she shows so much care towards u but nt me....we knew each other longer then u and her but wadeva la...cos i didn't show care towards u???wadeva man....look at things from the other way ard....i ain't gonna make the nxt move ain't gonna apologise anymore...neither am i gonna say that i miss u...my heart's bleeding cos i told u b4 i dun wanna fall out with u...but things dun come easy fer me to accept...i jus wanna cry it all out bt it isn't gonna work so i jus gonna drown it in my bleeding pool of heart....hopefully it doesn't float back up again...so much i've seen of u..so much i've heard of u....so tired of everything that's happening in my life...jus wanna close my eyes....my life is now black and white...who's gonna paint it and bring back all my colours....my life from the begining wasn't colourful as well...cos as i moved on when i was a kid, i started to lost things on the way...and each time i lost something, it was the biggest part of me....no one can see my pain...but when i 1st arrived in this world, my dad wasn't by my side...he was overseas...it was my aunt who rushed back to see me...and as i learned my baby's 1st step, slowly i went to playgroup and when i was in kindergarden, i was in the middle of class 1 dae when my mum came to pick me,her eyes were red...she was crying...back then i lost the half of me...my dad left the world...i didn't get his love, and there he is lying on the hospital bed with a white cloth over his face...he was gone and gone ferever....my story goes on but still no one understands me...my family was down but my mum brought it back up...my mum has nvr controlled us alot...she gave us freedom and she trusted us...so when ppl envy me, they still dun noe the whole story behind me....they think i got a happy family but i don't...i envy ppl who has their little complete family with them....no one will ever understand how i feel... |
вяєη∂α σηg яι тzєє♥ lesson #1, dont ever judge a book by its cover. 
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