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And so it goes..
i'm missing u so badly...where'd u go??i miss u so...izzit the end of u and me??we haven't talked to each other since the 1st of april..you haven't texted me....so have i....i haven't texted u either...do u miss me as much as i miss u????boi i seriously am thinking of u as days goes by...girl i'm missing u too...we haven't spoken to each other either...i lost 2 ppl i love dearly...i don't know what i did...girl, we could actually walk pass each other like there was a wall in between...but my eye caught yours and yours caught mine....but we could look at each other without saying a word and pass by one another....girl, some daes i jus feel like texting you or even goin up to u in sch to talk to u..and catch up with u...but at times when i pulled up all my courage to go up to u, i see u with the girl who took u away from me...there's so much i gotta talk to u....but i know its over...u got ur best buddy..i told u she was ur best fren but u said i was ur best fren...what have i gotta say??she's better thats why i can't fight...when u're sick she prepare drinks fer u to help make u better...when u're down she cheers u up...when u're troubled she was there fer u...so i wasn't there fer u at all??do we really end here??do we really have to end up like this??or is it that we don't have much left to talk to each other??rmb those daes where we laugh together, get sad together and share happy moments together???i doubt all this things are goin through ur mind now...don't u get it??i miss u....and i want u back to me...u are my bestie....i cannot get through alot of things without u....things that no one knew, u knew them all...ppl haven't seem me drinking nor smoking but u did....i share all my probs with u...and u are the greatest...u cheer me up when i'm down....but if this is the end of u and me, what can i say???even if we get back together i doubt u will be happy...i doubt we'll be as close as before....seriously i got a feeling things will turn out this way...but i deceived my feelings...that's why i always asked if we will end up quarreling very badly one dae....but wadeva it is i hope u're happy with her...i can do nothing...sorry...after all she is better...and another thing is that i can't help u at all but she can...although i gotta go to sch and from sch all alone, some dae's i feel like crying..somedaes i jus wanna scream...but its okies...i'll be fine...goin to sch alone is more then boring....but wad have i gotta do or say...nothing will change the fact that u're gone and gone ferever in my life???....i jus wish to go out with u after ur family members return...jus wanna go get the toy together so i can be left with the best memories of u and me...but now i know that cannot be true anymore...but wadever it is girl don't bother bout me kkaes..jus go on with the happy life u're leading now.....i know u're not bothered bout me anyway.....=)dumb me jus trying to deceive myself again....when u were alone, i was there to be ur fren but now u got ur fren so i suppose i did my part...i know its time i let go now...so yupps...its kinda sad but alrite being alone...loner???i'll try my best to fight myself..thanks fer all the times u spent with me...i realli enjoyed it alot...from -> T_T, it'll slowly be -> =)....i'll try my best i promise... bye... take care.. love ya.... <3 brenda.... muacks... |
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