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And so it goes..
not in sch again todae....so damn tired man....dunno whats wrong with me anymore...i go to sch as and when i like bt this is not the way to do things cos its my last year alr....seriously dunno what went wrong with me....my mids are ard the corner but i still do this....i'm on the wrong track....so wrong......i can't make it!!!!i'm dead!!!!i can't do maths can't do science...i can oni do english...how??????????die ar...........dunno what the fuck happened with my mum too....quarrelled with her ytd too.....she shouted at me and started to nag and nag and nag....dunno wad the fuck she wan also...feeling veri stressed now....when i'm stressed i tend to be tired...can't handle stress perhaps....haiz dunno wads wrong with everybody dunno why this is happening to me...dunno dunno dunno...can't be bothered but things are all hanging ard me...how not to care???someone teach me pls....and then tt idiot keep looking fer gf.....doesn't he know how to cherish at all???dumb dumb....hate HIM to the core....whats wrong with us???all ends here???girl where are u man....i'm lost....save me?????u've disappeared too...i miss u....i'm hurt i need u....no one i can pour out my feelings too accept u.....i wanna cry but its all stuck to my chest....its to the top where i cannot hold or handle anymore...but i dun noe how.......i'm not les but i jus cherish and i cherish our frenship alot....i dun noe why although we quarrel, u show attitude i can't stand, i will still like u veri much.....u're the only one i can share my probs with and now u're gone i realli dunno what to do...things are all spinning ard me...i gonna go mad soon!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i hate this world...hate the one who brought me to this world.....hate the one who put me into my mum's womb............i'm leading the worst life i can ever think of......why can't i be normal???why can't i be a rich girl???????why can i not be what i always wanna be??????????????????????????????i gonna go crazy alr.............perhaps when i go mad i'll do stupid things.....HAIZ!!!!simply cos no one understands me...mummy some kor kor out there told me i can fly like superman......wanna fly wanna fly aw3ay from my pain...from my sorow and from my problem....gonna get sleeping pills from the doctor soon...fer thoes who noe me they will noe tat if i dare say i dare do....i need help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 brenda....... |
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