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And so it goes..
my bestie and i can nvr get along again as close as before i guess...she got her's while i lost mine....if i promise to let go will u come back???i promise nt to hold onto it ever again...a second chance???i'll show up when u call perhaps???another month befor my exams....worried i won't do well....been thinking of u almost everydae...looking at my phone every moment, every minute and every second.... but there nvr has been any mails from you....i nvr received msges from u anymore...not even a miss call...what do i do when i realli need u by me???i knew this sort of things will sure happen but i tried to deceive myself....best of all i'm dead....i'm nvr gonna conceentrate this way....boi i miss u....misses are all i gotta say to u....now i hardly sit infront of the com alr...i'll hide myself in the room...thinking of u...thinking of when ur love was true...thinking bout everyword u told me...thinking if wad u said were true...thinking of every single thing.....i can't take it no more...i gonna burst...but i dun have the courage to call u....dun even dare text u...all i can do is set my phone by me every minute and every second...nvr taking it off my side....jus to wait fer u to text me...waiting fer u to call me...wanna hear u again....wanna have u back by my side...nvr gonna be happy without u.....seriously no one knows what i'm going through or wad i'm fighting deep down inside me....my world's black and white too...its nvr coloured...jus waiting fer the rite one to bring color to my life...but i guess that will nvr happen...so wad if i ever like someone i gotta tell him???nvr i will nvr make the same mistake again...although i didn't tell that guy i fell fer him he eventually knew and he avoided me......so much i gotta say....HAIZ!!!!saded life i got....bleeding on the inside of me...hoping someone could heal me.... <3 brenda...=( |
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