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And so it goes..
wo mei you na zhong yong qi ler... i feel veri lost... i feel like this is worst then any other shit.. life is all about a game.. i've lost.. and being defeated i lye there not moving anymore... so tired and sick of this world.. i wonder when will the dae come fer my turn... wonder when my name will appear on god or the devils list.. i want so badly fer my name to be scribbled on their book... i've lost everything... now my mum is my enermy too... i got no frenz and no love one's.. if only guys thought the same bout me like every other girl in this world.. what's the point of being happy when girls tell u that u're cute?? it only means that u're ugly but adorable... i noe its only a game but it does not mean i can't be as hurt as i could be in real life... ur life is so colourful alr wad more do u want??? u got frenz and u got figure....i've got nothing at all.. my life is then the one colourless.... why does everyone hate me??? how do i be irritating when i don't even noe u at all??? maybe cos fat = irritating, clumbsy and fucked up... fat cannot means friendly, kind and sweet??? well i'm seriously not scary... i love to make frenz but no one wanna be my fren.. haiz seriously a fucked up life of mine.. got no where to go... no where to run and got no one to turn to... messed up life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
вяєη∂α σηg яι тzєє♥ lesson #1, dont ever judge a book by its cover. 
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