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And so it goes..
i realized that in this world i have no frenz... no one at all... i play tea time with my toys... when teatime come, i play with molly and dolly... they are my only frenz... and when they are gone, i miss them... and there's nothing i can do bout it... and the only thing that i'll hope fer is that i get new molly and dolly... i click well with devils kid , spirits, angels, cupids and imortals i'm waiting fer more new frenz.... i made the wall, chairs, table and everyother thing u can think of my fren.. my life's fucked up... mixed up.... and of cos messed up!!!! i now go to sch alone and go home alone too... when time come's i'll walk alone.... talk to myself.... listen to myself... ppl say the world is coming to and end... and i asked if i could leave earlier b4 the world even come to and end.... i wasn't realli given aa answer... so perhaps i can... my another fren taught me the word ' wang en fu yi' and i thought it came in handy... in my life,, there wasn't colour at all i cannot complete my rainbow colouring at all!!! i wan my rainbow........... why must everyone deprive me of my little rainbow????? this world is realli werd... and its getting more and more weird... i'm starting to feel more and more afraid then before.... but i got a fren who told me my life was still alrite cos her life is worse... bt then look i see things black and white.... i'm sad and when i look up into the sky, its still black and white... tell my how ok my life can get??? even when i'm down, i've got no one...no body at all!!! look at things from another point of view.... i've lost my heart beat... my frens took it out from me and tore it up..... there's a heart bt a ice made one... gotta be careful cos its fragal.... gotta handle with care... i bleed easily.... i have no one.. and i'm weird... i'm lost.. missing!!!! dead.. gonez... i'm scary... and i'm scarying the hell out of everyone and anyone... i got good news... i'm officially mad.... went mad on the 18th of april 2007...wednesdae... i went mental... brenda's dead... she's mad... she's gone.. may she die in peace... help i'm lost hold my hand and promise nvr to let go... pls...hold me tight.... i'm crying i swear....i walk and i have no one to turn too... i'm walking all the way straight and no matter how i turn, i can't find myself still... i was scared at 1st my heart was pumping bt it was painful and starting to bleed alr... so i stopped... and now when i can't fine myself, my heart ain't pumping as fast as ever... its not tt i'm not scared but there's nothing i can do and no one i can turn too... i'm possesed... i swear... i swear and i swear it all over again.... my head hurts..... i can't take it.... my brain's bursting out of my head... and i wanna go get some rest... i'm realli tired and i jus wanna close my eyes... close and nvr open it ever again... <3 the bleeding brenda fer who she is... |
вяєη∂α σηg яι тzєє♥ lesson #1, dont ever judge a book by its cover. 
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