And so it goes..

although i'm having fun,i'm still not feeling happy... i still have to come back to my problems....life realli hurts...seems like i realli can nvr get things perfect fer even a minute...i seemed to lost my everything in just one nite....dear angels, i realli dun wanna lose her...we haven't been talking since fridae...i realli miss her alot...pls bring us back together...i realli have to admit that she's my best fren...after all this things, i realized that she's the only one that has ever been so nice to me...misses are all i gotta sae...girl i miss u....girl i noe i have hurt u so much but pls try to understand that i'm goin through hell lots of things...trying to fight all my probs and trying to take all my problems out from under the carpet to solve them...if i dun clear it i might get into a depression...i know all that has happen and all that i've done to u realli hurts...seriously i miss u alot!!!!i miss those times when we sit under the blk together..gonna slack together and stuff....when i think back, tears fill my eyes...wad has happened??why are we ending up in this way???i told u b4 that i nvr wanna quarrel with u..i told u i nvr wanna see us apart...and after so much have happened then realli realized that its all my fault....the another u out there, i think its jus the saddest end of us...perhaps we can nvr be together...maybe we were only frens from the beginning??it seems like u dun realli like me..all u ever wanted was having someone when u're bored to keep u company and tts all...but i gotta tell u that tt's not wad i'm looking fer....sry..alot of things has shown that we can nvr get together...dun u even feel that i'm trying my best to avoid u??dun u feel like i'm always rejecting ur offer??i jus dun wish fer a dae to come when i feel hurt all over again fer a guy....i've got better things to do...i wanna do well??i dun wanna fall out...i've alr walked so far...its not worth falling out fer a guy...i've said it b4 but u won't listen so let it be...i'll proberly ring u up later...i'm sorry fer the things i'm gonna do and done to u...i'm realli realli sry but i'm jus not prepared at all...a million times of sorry is all i gotta say to this ppl...girl i noe to u its sry no cure...but besides sry i dunno wad more to say...i brenda sincerly apologise to joey neo jia min......hoping that this girl will fergive me...i seriously wan u to noe that i miss u....i wan u to noe that i'm not trying to use u....i realli cherish u...even if we dun go to sch its fine...jus dun leave me...wad has seriously happened to us???why are we drifting apart???if u got a better fren then its fine...go ahead...i am only a useless fren to u who can't help u much since u got a better fren then all i gotta say is take care kkaes...




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