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And so it goes..
gosh!!!! damit having a headache rite now!!! dunno wads wrong either.... said she wanna spend the nite out bt then ended up coming home.... it would be damn nice to be alone at home fer once... even if i dun die, i gonna go crazy alr....... argh!!!!! i wanna scream my lungs out wanna cry!!! waanna get out of this fucking place since no one wants to go out... fine u all dun wanna go rite so stay den!!! i shall leave!!!! fuck can't stand it anymore..... can nvr be left alone not even fer 1 minute of my life.... why do u all have to bother bout the life i'm leading???? dun u guys skip sch too????? why when i'm not in sch, u wanna fucking act like u were a good student before?????fuck off man.... go get urself a life before trying to care bout mine!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna be alone!!!! can u all jus grant me my wish????? wanna be like in the past where i can jus be alone at home..... can't u go back to work???? i miss those time... realli... seriously i'll be grateful if u all jus leave me alone........ i dunno why am i crying dunno why is there tears running down my cheek..... i'm down but i dunno the reason... i'm in pain too.... i need someone..... need help.... i dun even have my own room.... if i quarrel with her, i'm dead... i dun have a place... i'm nt welcomed here... why dun u jus understand???? i dun even have frenz.... no one welcomes me to their circle of frens.... maybe i only got her but she can't go out..and she got her own group of frens too... i dare not ask her but i dun have anyone to turn too alr... but then the answer were still the same... but i dun blame her cos i understand.... if only i got frens who can stay out... if only i learnt to make new frens... but no one wanna be frens with me... maybe i'm too gigantic to join in bahz.... gotta accept that this is the life u want from me... thanks man!!!u wanna torture me rite.... fine.... anyway i alr gave up on my life alr.. so go ahead.. torture fer all i care.... i'm devil's little baby!!!! |
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