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And so it goes..
i guess u seriously don't understand me at all....i am afraid to see u but i dun noe why either...perhaps u are the other guy i seriously fell for??i dunno...bt i sure noe if i got feelings fer u i'll be afraid of something... u noe how i look like but i dun noe how u look like..wad if we meet but u didn't show up??it only means that u were there but u were not readi to accept how i look so u left...leaving me alone waiting fer someone i nvr seen before and waiting there like a lost child...u may nvr wanna contact me again??i dunno...i dunno wad u're thinking of rite now..i'm not afraid that u might do something stupid to me...why should i be afraid??i trust u alot...no one undertands how i feel rite now...feeling so stressed...feel like crying..u wanna meet me so i said okies i go meet u after sch and go back to sch fer my PTC bt then dunno wad u the hell also..then u say fine dun meet HAPPY?? wad does that mean at all??i didn't say i dun wanna meet u..bt i got PTC then wad u wan me to do???skip it??i can't cos i gotta be there with my mum...can't u try to understand me jus a little bit more??HAIZ....dunno wad i mus do to make someone happy...so my job here is jus to make sure everyone is happy and not myself??fine then i'll try to please everyone can??????????WAD THE HELL??I DUNNO!!!I GIVE UP OKIES HAPPY???I'VE KEPT MY GUN AND SWEAR NVR TO SHOOT AGAIN.....i used to think that if i'm good to others they will be nice to me too but in return i got nothing...so from then on i stand on my own and protected myself...but now i shall keep my gun and fer whoever who wanna shoot me jus go ahead i'm nvr gonna react..i'll let u shoot if u think that by shooting me u will be happy... |
вяєη∂α σηg яι тzєє♥ lesson #1, dont ever judge a book by its cover. 
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