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And so it goes..
haiz...felt so sleepy this morning...hahas almost late todae.. have been going to sch late since the sch started after the march holidae...left 6 monthz before i bid farwell to my sch...went back with zann todae..i took a cab so i gave her a ride home too....now i feel like crying..feel like ending my life...even if i'm gone no 1 will noe..perhaps they dun care..i'm not a special someone to some someone out there...i'm a no body....can't wait fer the dae i go....i wana numb myself...dun wanna feel...i feel so hurt....darlings can u all nvr leave me???i'm lonely..i need someone by me...having lots of thought goin through my mind now....sometimes i wonder wad i did to deserve all this shit!!!wad have i done wrong??why am i where i am rite now???mummy the angel said i can fly....they wan me to join them??sometimes i feel that i'm no longer afraid of anything...sppoky so be it..wanna harm me so be it..i'll jus sit here waiting fer u!!!went through so much things..and this is wad is left of me....my heart is seriously bleeding...i need a super big plaster and fer some1 to help me... |
вяєη∂α σηg яι тzєє♥ lesson #1, dont ever judge a book by its cover. 
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