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And so it goes..
i dun think i'm made fer u....i dun think we're made fer each other??maybe we should jus ferget bout the us....actually the nite when i said i didn't drink, the truth was that i did....it was my birthdae...i don't like to be controlled....if u dun like it then so be it...i dun wish to change fer someone i dun even noe...maybe i dun realli noe wad love realli meant....all the things that u didn't like about ppl who smoke and drink, i'm that kind of someone too....i'm no better...i drink and i smoke...happy to hear the truth???i dun wish to lie anymore...i dun wanna hide it from u either...if i didn't tell u, i was lying....i did alot of things u will not like...but if thats the case then so be it i dun wanna get deeper in down with u...seriously no one understands me....i dunno why is everything and everbody falling apart from my life....i dunno why even though ppl alr bothered to make the 1st move and i still react in this way....dunno why am i quarreling with the whole entire world...dunno wad is seriously wrong with me...dunno wad got into me...dunno why i am behaving this way....dunno why am i having mood swing fer nothing...am i possesed??dunno dunno dunno....i am starting to get super edgy veri fast....i dun wish to kill anymore can someone save me???i think fer ppl that i care,dun come near me???haiz i'm afraid u will be my victim as well...i dun wish to hurt ppl that i realli love....hey i dun noe wad have got into me but i sure noe i gotta apologize fer all this mess i've made...i'll clear things and get back to u asap????gimme some time...i dunno wad happen but i noe i need time...i'm afraid that alot of ppl will become my nxt victim...i dun ever wanna get caught...so i gotta let go of killing...i noe i dun have time alr...dun come bother me 1st...i alr told u i got no time but u said that i'll have to find time fer u too...i seriously can't i'm sorry...i wanna say i'm sry to another girl as well...when i'm sad she may or may not be there...when i'm happy she may or may not be there as well..but 1 thing that i'm sure of is that she's nice to me...we share alot of things with each other...i dunno if she does but i sure noe i did...i told her my everything...i noe she will nvr do the same i did towards her..maybe she does not trust me but as long as i noe i did trust her i'm happy enough...maybe she trust someone else....and i noe who the someone else is anyway...i jus dun wanna mention names...u may nt noe wad i'm goin through now..u may think that i'm irritating so be it...i hate ppl who wanna give me excuses...i'm goin through helll rite now...my life is starting to change...and i dun noe why but i feel the sharp pain in me....i can't hold lots of things and i can't let go of alot of things as well...i seriously need help but i dun noe who to go to and i dun even noe wads wrong with me...maybe i should go and get hypnotized.....and rite now i'm more than certain that i'm not gonna let go of alot of things...i still will continue to overdose myself and stuff like tt...jus dun wanna care bout the things ard me...!!!can't be bothered... |
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