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And so it goes..
dunno wad's left of me..dunno wad does life mean...dunno how to continue walking if the path has alr faded..the path slowly disappeared from my view...i can no longer see ppl on the road,can no longer see cars and worst of is that i lost my frenz and family..i dunno where they went..i can't see the way and no one to lead my path...i'm dumb founded...i dunno how to move on...can someone come and save me i'm afraid...i dare not take another step dare not turn....i got no one to turn to either...i see no one...the nite is cold and the sun went back to its respective place..the moon came out to shine and the stars are out to lead the way...but there isn't anything when i look up...its jus too dark and hazy....my visions were blured too...i stood there trying hard to fight my fears and tears...i didn't wanna cry..i knew thats the end of me....i didn't know wad was left fer me to do rite there at that time...i don't even know where i was standing....i need someone so badly...i dun care who that someone may be but i jus pray hard that he will help me....its also fine with me if no one is gonna help me but the least promise me that u will take me with u...i noe that u're the only one who is able to save me...take me up there with u...u noe where...do u realli wish to see me suffer in this way???can't u see my pain??can't u see that i'm drowning in my own blood..i jus wish to get shot dead sometime...hope that i'll die peacefully...maybe u dun have to take me up there but can't u jus take me up there fer a few daes??jus bring me with u fer awhile....show my my path and explain to me...i feel that hatredis in me rite now...i feel that u brought me here jus to get hurt....is bringing me up to talk to me so difficult??is it tt u wan me to go on my own??do i have to prove it to u that i dare and i bare????i've walked so far and there's no turning back...jus another step and everthing is over....i noe u will nvr let me go so easily...u jus wanna hurt me and make me suffer till u are satisfied...i noe u have plans fer me but u noe and i dun...maybe i should jus shut the world behind me and jus ferget the world...i gonna do things that i should not do from now on!!!i dun wanna bother bout my life anymore...a part of me wanna walk away and jus leave this place but the other part of me jus wanna stay...i seriously dunno wad i want... |
вяєη∂α σηg яι тzєє♥ lesson #1, dont ever judge a book by its cover. 
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