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And so it goes..
i understand that wad is done cannot be undone u cannot get a paper back after u burned it..it has become ashes...i know how much u hate me..i understand cuz its hard to fergive some1...let alone i'm only ur fren...i understand cuz i can't bring myself to fergive my dad as well.. but he's dead and i gotta learn to let go of the hatred that i held....i had a hard time trying....i'm sry and sry is all i gotta say...i wanna die wanna end this miserable life i got..things ard me are killing...they are the once killing me in pain...i can't take no more..HATRED is the word u used...not gonna bare grudges??cos u alr used the word hatred....i noe i'm not to see myself as a victim...cos tts not gonna bring me anywhere..i'm not to bother bout the world...but i'm some1 every1 is against...life fer me is hard i can't move on..its not that i dun wan to but its the things ard me...why is every1 against me??they dun noe wads going on at all...i'm the 1 who is hurt but no 1 see my pain...i can't make things ard me vanish so i gotta vanish instead...i cry in pain..cry with bleeding heart and eyes but no 1 understands..life is like a maze bt now i'm realli stuck.. its jus that i kept quiet fer so long...i need help......why can't any1 understand??i'm jus putting up a strong front bt can't any1 realli see that i'm falling??? |
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