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And so it goes..
will some1 ever like me??i dunno...bt i guess no 1 will..maybe god will maybe devil will..maybe i'll officially get a boyfren when i meet god..maybe he'll be my 1st boyfren ever..i'm gonna cherish him i promise...god will u take me back and let me be ur girlfren??i realli dunno how it feels like having a boyfren..me too wann a partner...i also wanna be loved like all the other gers..bt things are always different..i lead a different life...maybe god doesn't even care maybe he doesn't love me so he gave me such a life..or maybe i'm devils little baby tt's why god did this to me...i'm also like the rest of the gers i'm simple..and i wan some1 to care and love me too..some1 i can go up to to hug when i'm feeling down..someone there fer me lending me his shoulder when i needa let go my tears..when i needa cry it all out...some 1 i can share my happiness and sadness with.some1 to hold my hand and walk this nvr ending path with me..some1 to hold me tight when i'm falling.its jus the little fairy tale i ever wanted bt i'll nvr get it till the dae i leave this world...with me and only me..memories of me and my imaginary fren..feeling hurt i have to hug my teddy to cry..needa smoke to numb my pain deep down..needa overdose myself so tt i can go to dreamland fer awhile before i come back to reality...no 1 will ever see my pain cos i gonna put up a smile in front of them... |
вяєη∂α σηg яι тzєє♥ lesson #1, dont ever judge a book by its cover. 
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